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Saturday, April 13, 2002 ( 11:09 PM ) Wars and Rumors of WarsWhy ought people not take up arms against one another? Partly because we have been taught to live lives of peace and patience by the teachers to whom many among us ascribe the highest authority. To take but two examples, those who adhere to the Way of Jesus have been not just advised, but commanded not to kill--not even to contemplate killing (nor even to lose one's temper at another); those who adhere to the Torah have the prophets' word that the Eternal summons us to lives of justice and peace, where nation no longer lifts up sword against nation.Those who regard the pragmatics of political effects more highly than the admonitions of religious traditions may take a moment to contemplate exactly how the experience of military subjugation engenders sentiments of reconciliation and cooperation. Some observers propose that fierce hostile actions actually tend to stimulate animosity and an inclination toward violence. No one should be subject to the fear of sudden violent death; no one should be subject to the fear that tanks will flatten his or her home. And so far as I can tell, no one advances the cause of peace by killing more people. Killing more people advances the causes of hatred (suppressed or overt) and vengeance, and killing more people will only cost a steadily increasing number of lives. I pray that we not let our own feelings of loss and anger blind us to the price our actions will exact--and not only on our enemies, but soon enough indeed upon our loved ones. ( 3:58 PM ) Deep NaturalJust a side thought while I listen to the new Michelle Shocked CD Deep Natural, about which I blogged before (the packaging suggests that she'll be publicizing this and her other work from a site at http://www.mightysound.com, but nothing shows up there yet).**Attention, RIAA: A. K. M. Adam, avowed copyright dissenter, bought a copy of Michelle Shocked's CD at full price because he wanted her to get the money.** This is a terrific piece of work--not as "purely" gospel-sounding as the earlier semi-bootleg of some of the same material, but in contrast it's a wonderful example of an artist's capacity to go beyond genre restrictions while at the same time drawing on the richness that the genre makes available. Here Shocked reaches deeply into the sensibilities of gospel, reggae, funk, and jazz, and puts together what she finds in unique ways, with powerful insight. In a certain way, it reminds me of hearing the first Dire Straits record and thinking, "No one has played like this before--why not?" It's not "Christian music" any more than Bach is "Christian music"--the theological convictions permeate these cuts, but they don't batter the listener with callow "I love Jesus" refrains. The CD ought to do well with careful listeners across market niches; when it doesn't get a lot of attention in "Christian rock" circles, though, it'll show how thoroughly that category depends for its cogency on marketing imperatives rather than audience or artistic affiliations. Permalink -Main Page- ( 3:24 PM ) Inconclusive Postmodern ResponseSince David and Tom and Steve have been hashing out some of their perspectives on postmodern thought in relation to my book, my turn may have come around to agree with most everything they say. Which I do.First, though, I want to comment on the affective dimension of their responses and of postmodern theory. I'm truly moved by the spirit of generosity in which the topic--often a cardinal example of flamebait--has been handled. David, definitely, and most everyone in with academic experience in the 80's and 90's, has stories to tell about Bad Postmodernists. You know the type--they hang around street corners, cussing and wearing black clothes to make the kids think they're cool, offering them filterless cigarettes, and intervening in every conversation with unanswerable deconstructive conundrums, congratulating themselves for their high sophistication. Wow, aren't they smart! But David's frustration in the Heidegger Circle, or Tom's irritation at the "tedious ephebes" of Benjamin, Derrida, De Man, and their posse, rings familiar to enough many people that any discussion--much less, any appreciation--of postmodern thought evokes only snarky dismissal. While I was teaching at Princeton Theological Seminary, its president Thomas Gillespie hardly missed any public opportunity to decry the dreadful influence of those truth-hating, faith-undermining, too-clever-by-half postmodernists. This sort of affective response to postmodern thought draws on deep aquifers of mistrust and resentment, some of it well-merited--which makes the patience and charity that my friends display in their contributions all the more welcome. I would say, "on to more substantive matters," but my postmodern side would want both to undermine the assumption that affective reasoning matters less than cognitive reasoning, and to problematize the association of "substance" metaphors with "serious," "important," "respectable" topics. So instead I'll just change the subject by authorial force. One of the concerns that David voices involves the extent to which postmodern theory seems on one hand to undermine the possibility of a transcendent perspective, so that no interpretive claim has any more basis than any other (so all interpretive claims are equal)--and on the other hand, that people will continue to make interpretive claims, among which we need to discern better from worse, illuminating from confusing, right from wrong. My response to David at this point entails admitting that I claim there's no point from which to form absolute judgments of "just plain flat-out right" from "utterly, undeniably wrong." That doesn't mean that we can't make any such judgments, or that the judgments by which we distinguish better from worse amount to nothing more than "my opinion." When I assess a given interpretation as "good" or "bad," I weigh the interpretation against my understandings of relevant historical circumstances, of the semantics of the phrases in question, of the relation of that interpretation to the churcch's teachings, of the effects of the interpretation in the complicated shared life that makes up the church, and of my taste (an non-arbitrary criterion developed and refined through years of study, argument, and listening to rock'n'roll records). None of these criteria admits of the claim that all interpretations are equal. David and Steve went over this terrain well in the aftermath of David's initial review/response. Steve indicated that when discussing representations of the polar bear "I am choosing to start my questioning here, and these are the results of that beginning… these may not, however, be the results I would get if I started my questioning there, which is just as valid a launch-point as here." David questioned Steve's choice of the word "choose," pointing to the extent to which our starting-points are much more given than chosen (he might have alluded to our "thrownness"/Geworfenheit, right?); Steve hasn't yet responded to this generation of Weinbergerian responses, but we have reason to hope that he'll be back with more. Tom protests against the "Neener! Neener!" school of postmodern evasiveness, but goes on (if I read him appropriately) to remind us that the quest for the correct interpretation of this or that constitutes in itself part of the problem. I'm not sure exactly the ground from which Tom would stage his resistance, but one might take the narratological premise that "excess" information, information over and above what is needed to convey the message, provides the "literary" dimension of our communication. From that perspective, David and I would be ignoring exactly the literariness of literary communication in our eagerness to discuss how one gets messages right.To this, David answers that he's thinking of all life as an interpretive project, not just of interpretation as an elaborate decoding process for transmitting message A in different words (but with the same meaning). Tom alludes to "translation" and praises Walter Benjamin (who's well-known for, among other things, a challenging essay on "The Task of the Translator"), so that I've been construing part of his intervention as a defense of the connotative density of the "original" over against attenuated translations, interpretations, and so on. (If I'm not catching Tom's concern, I trust him to help me.) My response would draw on both David and Steve (again), by stressing that yes, a book about interpreting the BIble will perforce have a lot to to with translation and interpretation-of-a-text; that's the way I tricked the press into publishing the book. But the book's written so as to lead toward David's more general project of interpretation. I'd argue (again, along lines that David invokes) that "interpretation" isn't a special activity that involves transmutations of texts from one language (or terminology) to another, but that humans are interpreting, meaning-making organisms. Everything we do interprets, ascribes significance great or small. So when we re-present anything (Steve usefully cites the example of a symphony, but it applies just as much to a poem or a verse of the Bible), whether by changing the language that constitutes it, by enacting it onstage, by repeating it verbatim, by trying to embody it in our everyday lives, we change the text about which we're talking. "On the Task of the Translator" isn't the same as "Die Aufgabe des Übersetzers." We can lament that difference as loss, as Tom suggests ("What gets lost in translation of poetry is, in other words, the poetry"), or we can marvel at a world suffused with meaning, within which we take a place even in our most tediously quotidian activities. I constantly nag my classes to remember that the most important work of biblical interpretation they do comes on the streets and in the homes of their parishes; when a pan-handler asks for change, you interpret Jesus' instruction not to withhold what is asked of you (and indeed to give more). So far am I from wanting to diminish the richness of our world of meaning that I press ardently for my students to amplify and revel in their meaning-making interpretation of the Bible, the world, their relationships, and everything. And in return for Tom's quotation from St. Augustine a couple of days ago, I cite my favorite line from de Doctrina Christiana (3, 28): "For what could God have more generously and abundantly provided in the divine writings than that the same words might be understood in various ways. . . ?" That's all for now, more than enough, till someone pushes us further. (For the record, on a topic David introduces but no one else follows up, my book intends to introduce readers to various sorts of postmodern biblical interpretations--so that by citing particular "interesting" or "provocative" interpretations I aim not to endorse those interpretations, but to suggest that these interpretations represent sophisticated instantiations of postmodern critical thinking.) ( 11:48 AM ) Bonus Guest blogI didn't mean to blog this, but Margaret was digging around and encountered this URL for a church in New York. Question: Why is the website listed in publicly-accessible directories if one can't get to the site without a password? Is this Episcopal evangelism? Permalink -Main Page-( 9:34 AM ) Overdue ThoughtsI'm hesitant to speak these thoughts in public, because I'm not sure I can back them up. But I said I would, and my wise interlocutors online may be able to help me assay the soundness of my suspicions.Constant readers--well, okay, "both of you"--may remember that I supported the "plagiarist priest" in suburban Detroit, at least so far as he was accused of preaching sermons that others had written (he was also accused of using others' writings under his byline in the church newsletter, for which I have no sympathy). About a week ago, I promised to talk about a very different attitude I bring to "sermon illustrations" the heart-warming (or "cautionary" or "comic" or "dramatic") narrative nuggets that circulate in oral tradition, in published compendia, in cherished scrapbooks or notebooks or stacks of file cards, and now (of course) on the Web. Victor Echo Zulu noticed, and has been reminding me that I should speak my piece. Here's something I wrote a year or two go: Those endearing little stories that seem to add such vivid color to your otherwise pedestrian sermon raise many important questions about who's preaching what to whom. Does the illustration really fit the point you're making so perfectly? Illustration-mongers have to prepare their wares to suit a variety of possible homiletical points; if the anecdote in question would do just as well for three or four other sermon ideas, in what sense does it strengthen your sermon and in what sense does it simply decorate your prose? (And bear in mind that your congregation may well have heard the same illustration used before--quite possibly, they've heard it used better.) If a congregation appreciates their preacher's selection of sermon illustrations, are they learning from the preacher or from their preacher's favorite journal of preaching helps? How often, how fully can you preach with utter conviction from stories that you plucked out of a compilation of homiletical hors-d'oeuvres? This may all be sour grapes on my part; I remember that I was always envious of my preaching professor who seemed to have lived through a superabundant array of instructive experiences. At the same time, I think that I have a basis for arguing that too heavy a reliance on "sermon illustrations" can lure the preacher into regarding her task as dressing up a point (we may hope that it's a biblical point, but often enough it's a point drawn from sociology or pop psychology or a recent movie) in an attractive set of illustrative stories. That differs pretty significantly from "biblical preaching," as far as I can tell. It relocates authority for the sermon from the preacher to the illustration-producer, and it risks resting too much persuasive power with the decorations rather than with the subject of the sermon.As I look over it in today's context, I'm willing to stick by much of what I said back then (I was teaching an online course called "Biblical Preaching Without Exegesis Guilt" for Princeton Seminary). Is it always wrong to incorporate an illustrative story into a sermon? No way--sometimes one can develop a profound consonance between homiletical point and meaningful incident. I just encounter many more sermons that amount to little more than a string of stories with only the thinnest expository connective tissue, or sermons whose main virtue lay in the illustrative fable. Then add in the number of preachers who can't tell a story to save their lives (an unnervingly high proportion). To summarize my take on sermon illustrations: those who are best able to use them, don't usually need them; and those who are most eager to grab onto them probably ought not be using them. Permalink -Main Page- ( 8:02 AM ) Spring CleaningWe're having guests tonight, so I have a lot of cleaning-up to do (housekeeping is not our strong suit here, to put it mildly). I want to have breaks for three blogules: one, to respond to Tom and David and Steve about postmodernism (though they're doing so well that it's hard to know how to add); two, to make good my IOU for thoughts about sermon illustrations; and three, something else.By the way, one of the under-rated blessings of the web is its capacity to keep you humble. When wood s lot blogged the postmodernism conversation, he found profound, thoughtful nuggets from Tom, David, and Steve, and quoted me as saying, "Hey, the book is cheap." Oh, well. Permalink -Main Page- Friday, April 12, 2002 ( 12:51 PM ) (Blush)As David, Tom, and Steve are so kindly contributing to hype about my book on postmodernism, may I simply emphasize that they are sagacious, insightful, good-looking, reliable, and their reading lists draw on the finest work on contemporary writers. Speaking of reading lists, Oprah, would you consider making an exception and naming one more book club entry? I live right here in Chicago, so it wouldn't cost you anything to get me to your studio for the appearance on your show.By the way, these literary lions omitted mention of the chief virtue of my book: it's cheap. For most people, especially the cultural élite who hang around those guys' blogs, it costs less than the value of the time they'd need to spend getting to a theological library and checking it out. ( 8:31 AM ) Pre-Blog 2To amplify, refine, and possibly redirect the arguments over online grassroots journalism versus professional print journalism, what if we distinguish "news-reporting" from "writing columns"? I'd be inclined to reserve a priority (though not an exclusive prerogative) for the professionals in the former--but it looks to me as though the latter are in deep trouble. And they're the ones who are trying so desperately to convince the world that bloggers are all just adolescent diarists, self-involved coteries of back-patters, small pieces indeed, but not joined in any interesting ways.Permalink -Main Page- ( 8:27 AM ) Warning: Response to ComeDavid Weinberger has responded to my review of Small Pieces, Loosely Joined, by reviewing my book, What Is Postmodern Biblical Criticism? Oh yeah, big boy? Well, next, I'll review The Cluetrain Manifesto and Nuclear Dialogues or maybe Adventurer's Guide to Interleaf LISP. (And that last one would not be pretty). Permalink -Main Page-Thursday, April 11, 2002 ( 10:16 PM ) Numbers GameDavid Weinberger, gentle soul, has mentioned in emails a couple of times today what a nice guy Clay Shirky is--and I want to say that nothing I wrote about Clay's article should be construed as suggesting that Clay isn't an admirable thinker, a good solid friend to have, or anything else. I just disagreed with some of the assumptions I thought lay at the base of his analysis. I hope he'd do the same for me.And speaking of David, which I really ought not do till he's on another continent and can't overhear me, he urged me to blog one of my more awkward academic-conference moments. It came when I encountered a former student at a biblical studies meeting; I knew I ought to recall her name, but it wouldn't come to mind, and she was wearing her official conference name tag dangling precipitously below where her blouse was mostly unbuttoned. So I spent the entire conversation staring earnestly into her eyes, my gaze unwavering, desperately avoiding sentences that would involve addressing her by name. . . . Permalink -Main Page- ( 9:45 PM ) GasYou've seen it blogged elsewhere by now, but Salon's Steven Hart does what needed to be done relative to George Lucas's overblown Star Wars "mythology." Lucas seems to have read too much of his own PR hype, and come to believe that he's the prophet of a universal Force whose energy surrounds us and binds us. . . .The incalculable popular appeal of Joseph Campbell comes in for a slam, too, and that's without Hart's even mentioning Brendan Gill's allegations (NYRB preview here) that the revered mystical comparativist was crassly anti-Semitic. Campbell's thorough-going commitment to a strictly universal spirituality puts him athwart any particular way of life--except that which he ajudged truly universal. Indeed, he may provide the most useful illustration of the problematic paradox of belief in universals: we buy those universals at the cost of the particulars that constitute us as ourselves and, more dangerously, especially at the cost of the particularities by which other people constitute their identities (a gesture these "other" people have justifiably come to regard with discomfort). Campbell's thirst for universality (on his terms) runs him aground on the reefs of a mystagogy that disparages any faith that doesn't give him the whip hand in interpreting its teachings. Resistance may not be futile--but it marks one (to a Campbell enthusiast) as ignorant, or fundamentalistic, or anti-intellectual. Those dismissals make the ironic reversal complete, since the strongest arguments against Campbell's brand of comparative study are those that take him seriously, and suggest that his reading was wide but his analysis shallow. Wednesday, April 10, 2002 ( 7:31 PM ) CommunitiesWe're all abuzz, aren't we, about Clay Shirky's recent musings on community. He takes a richly-reasoned, detailed analysis of the empirical conditions that conduce to (and defeat) efforts to put together communities, and observes that the lush visions of universal harmony, cooperation, communication, and the elimination of lost socks in the laundry just couldn't come about because of the numbers. "Audiences scale; communities don't," in the words of his subtitle.He is quite right about many things. Lots of research points to a critical size at which a cozy, friendly community mutates into something else: sometimes two (antagonistic) cozy, friendly communities, or sometimes a single, large, loosely-affiliated, mildly disaffected conglomeration, or sometimes just a vast pool of entities among which particular constellations of entities snag onto one another and begin forming cozy, friendly communities. I know this, 'cause it's part of what Experts say about the size of congregations. I'm not an Expert on congregational development, or community size, or social network analysis, so Shirky is probably right on all counts and I'm probably wrong wherever I disagree with him. That doesn't stop me from disagreeing with him, though, and since it hasn't stopped you from reading so far, I'll keep going. First, we should note that the size number in question--150--isn't an immutable law. If 152 people find themselves having cozy, friendly community life, the social network police won't swoop down and kick the last two people out. It's a predictable threshhold based on aggregates; in a large bunch of would-be communities, most will begin having self-definition and maintenance problems in the neighborhood of 150 participants. That would be a trivial point, except that much of the research with which I'm acquainted that leads to the magic number of 150 has been based on physical communities. More than 150 people in here, and the building starts to fill up, get too hot, the lines to the bathroom get too long, you see too many unfamiliar faces, and it's hard to park. (These are some of the arguments with regard to church size, anyway.) On the other hand, online life encounters different constraints relative to community size. Certainly some constraints still apply; Shirky cites slashdotters complaining about their posts being moderated; users of Blogger can testify that good old server-load problems can impinge on community activity (I know that "Blogger" doesn't itself constitute a community, but it's an essential infrastructural element for sustaining many online communities). Size does matter online. The non-trivial question, though, is does size matter in the same way as in the physical world. Answer part one: we can't possibly know yet. We've only had the technological conditions of possibility for robust online community for a relatively short while (even in internet years). We don't have the research base that would confirm or disconfirm the assumption that internet size compares stably to physical size. Answer part two: we have reason to think that size may matter quite differently online from in the physical world. Size in physical communities has a lot to do with space--but (you knew I was going to say it) online interaction isn't governed by space. Different constraints apply, and I hope I may be excused for suspecting that these different constraints may introduce interactions whose tenor affects community-size calculations differently. On the web, we may have the resources for escaping the tyranny of the aggregate. Moreover, we should add in the extent to which no specific "community" confronts a barbed-wire, electrified fence at the 150 marker, but rather that communities sustain differential gravitational attractions having to do with the size of the community, its raison d'être, the ardor its constitutents feel for one another, the sense of shared goals (not already embodied by the momentary configuration of the group, thus contributing to longer-term commitment). Even in the physical-world exemplars that ground group-size research, "150" represents a reference point on a sliding scale, not an absolute limit no one can traverse. None of which disproves Shirky's general point that the goal of a vast, intimately-linked community of comradely, networked buddies may be an asymptotic ideal--but then, I haven't heard anyone who thinks that infinite intimacy holds any particular appeal. If the online difference affects the intimacies of scale, however, then Tom Matrullo's response may have the traction it needs. We may find an elasticity to online community that redefines the boundaries of "community." ( 6:24 PM ) Disturbance in the BlogA big rock has landed in our placid blogpool recently, and generated some serious waves (and dear Mike Golby soft-pedals his own hard travelling). Along with the bad news that's been going around among our sisters and brothers, Margaret's dad has gotten some distressing medical news. We're waiting for further tests, but it's yet another disruption of the jolly continuity of our lives.We do have good news, too, though it starts out with a lurch. Yesterday, the Eastman School of Music called for Margaret or me; since neither of us was home, they talked to Nate. The message was, they couldn't admit Nate because he lacked sufficient math and science study to satisfy their requirements. That hit us hard; Eastman was Nate's first choice, and as home-schooling parents, we felt responsible for the perceived imbalance in Nate's education. Well, okay, it was an actual imbalance, but a perceived insufficiency. At any rate, Nate was upset, and we were dismayed. A flurry of phone calls ensued, a fax flew to Eastman yesterday afternoon, describing every National Geographic video Nate saw, every tip Nate ever calculated, every physics-for-poets mini-lecture I ever gave him (starting from when I taught both boys how to draw vector races, back when they were tiny). This afternoon, Eastman called to say that their dissatisfaction had been overwhelmed, and that they would admit Nate officially next week, when the letters go out with financial aid offers. Woo-woo! Permalink -Main Page- Tuesday, April 09, 2002 ( 8:12 AM ) The CallCome, my Way, my Truth, my Life:such a way as gives us breath; such a truth as ends all stife; such a life as killeth death. Come, my Light, my Feast, my Strength: Come, my Joy, my Love, my Heart: --George Herbert An Ode for HimAh Ben!Say how, or when Shall we thy guests Meet at those lyric feasts Made at the Sun, The Dog, the Triple Tun? Where we such clusters had As made us nobly wild, not mad; And yet each verse of thine Outdid the meat, outdid the frolic wine. My Ben --Robert Herrick for Halley Suitt and her dad, Bill Monday, April 08, 2002 ( 8:52 PM ) Death Shall Have No Dominionthinking of Halley and her dad, of Jerry and Gary and Ken and David and David, and always with thanks to GertOnce upon a time, I had a semester of sabbatical leave. I was working, then, on a book about New Testament theology, and part of my plan was to conclude it with a chapter on the AIDS Memorial Quilt as a site from which to understand the theology of the New Testament. So I arranged with the Names Foundation to get out to San Francisco and to have desk space in their headquarters, at which I had free access to the quilt panels, to their archive of digital images of the panels, and to their files of information that submitted along with panels. I spent weeks (alone) in an inexpensive hotel in SoMa, walked to and from the Names Foundation office opposite CalTran every day--just a regular old academic commuter, spending his days reading panel after panel of the AIDS quilt, taking notes and building a database for my chapter. There was an agenda, of course. I had been active in AIDS ministries in Florida (Margaret started before me, back when we lived in Durham NC), and was impassioned to proclaim within my home discourses of New Testament interpretation and theology some of the life-and-death biblical interpretation I was part of among people who had HIV. Among the folks at the retreats we took part in leading, I had found a tremendous candor about wrestling with what in those days looked like the prospect of going through an agonizing fatal illness in the near future. Some folks were mad and acting up, some were ignoring their medical condition as completely as they could, and some were determined to live all their remaining days with all the grace and love possible. I wished I could be sure that I had the strength to face mortality with the gentle confidence of (some of) my friends. And I wanted the world to know about a depth of theological insight that the churches were silencing, because it came from a suppressed experience, an unacknowledged social world. Part of that sabbatical entailed thinking about death a lot, guided by people whose minds were marvelously concentrated by the prospect of dying. Many panels just record a name, or several names; as the panels mover toward individualizing the lives to whom they're dedicated, they do so in a myriad of different ways. Few motifs recur more than sporadically; one that does appear on several panels of the AIDS quilt is an allusion to the poem by Dylan Thomas, "And Death Shall Have No Dominion" (itself an allusion to Romans 6:9). A couple of panels (at least) allude to Edna St. Vincent Millay's "Dirge Without Music": "Quietly they go, the intelligent, the witty, the brave./I know. But I do not approve. And I am not resigned." Some people would be surprised at how many clergy are commemorated in the quilt; Margaret and I made a panel for the first rector for whom I served, Jerry Miner. Many panels quote passages from Scripture, affirmatively. I never ended up writing the book--or, more to the point, I wrote most of the book and then got the queasy feeling that it wasn't turning out to be the book I had wanted to write, so I had to arrange with my publisher to not expect the manuscript they had contracted for. There's more, much more to reckoning with death than mumbled pieties, po-faced assurances that all will be well, that God had a special plan for him or her. There's a harshness to death's finality that theological lotions don't smooth over. But I don't have the presumption condescendingly to explain away the testimony of calm souls who have taken their deaths in hand and found as they faced dying, that they understood truly about living. I hope faith that strong sustains my last hours. Permalink -Main Page- Sunday, April 07, 2002 ( 5:15 PM ) What Bugs Me About SermonsThis space reserved for a blog later this evening or tomorrow morning about the difference between my feelings about preaching other people's sermons (on one hand) and the use of canned "sermon illustrations" (on the other), and whether my feelings have any justification. Permalink -Main Page-( 4:51 PM ) Tyrone DavisWe're back, and we're getting over exhaustion, but everything went as fine as could plausibly be expected.Well, we hopped into the car a little bit late Friday afternoon; more things needed last-minute attention than we had figured. Margaret had been making the down-the-stretch arrangements for the Choir-hosted brunch at St. Luke's Sunday morning, and her plans had hit an unanticipated snag having to do with someone not feeling they could fulfill the responsibilities they'd agreed to. So we hit the road Friday afternoon, listening to CDs and singing along, talking through a bunch of topics as we so love doing. We stopped at a Taco Bell (fast food with possibilities for gluten-free vegetarians) opposite the Orange Moose Bar and Grill in Black River Falls, Wisconsin; then rolled onward to St. Paul, where Margaret had booked a room at a Best Western. Unfortunately, we had obtained imprecise driving directions, so we spent twenty minutes or so in the dark trying to find our destination. (Margaret says, "Don't say, 'we obtained'--say, 'Margaret got imprecise directions.' " Okay, dear, have it your way.) Having found our hotel, we took a relaxing moment in the hot tub, then realized just how utterly void of energy we were, so we stumbled into the room and crashed. Saturday morning we got up and enoyed our complimentary breakfast, then took a leisurely drive to Luther Seminary, home of this year's regional meeting of the Upper Midwest Society of Biblical Literature meeting. After we had lunch with Amy Jill Levine and Faith Kirkham Hawkins, we headed back for the meeting. The session at which I spoke went well. David Penchansky introduced me generously, and we had a congenial audience, with earnest questions about ways that postmodern thinking might offer productive angles for Bible professors. In the course of the discussion, I alluded to the pernicious supposed distinction between "pre-critical" and "critical" bibilical interpretation; I noted that biblical interpreters have always been critical--it's just that their criteria have changed. I observed that I have been accused of nostalgia for the olden tymes of biblical interpretation, a somewhat odd accusation to be leveled at a card-carrying postmodern guy, and promised the audience that I was not trying to turn back the hands of time. That got me wondering who had sung the soul single of that title that I remembered from the days of my youth--I asked the assembled biblical scholars, somewhat to their bemusement, but no one else remembered (even, perhaps because, I sang them a few bars). Hence the identification, in my headline, of Tyrone Davis, that singer whom I imitated for . After the (two-hour) session, we hopped in the car, and after a brief visit to a housebound former colleague, we started the drive back. This time, since we were leaving well after 3 in the afternoon, we had gotten much less far before sunset. We stopped in Black River Falls again, but this time we went to a Chinese restaurant (typically very good for gluten-free vegetarians) and Wal-Mart, where we would never have gone except in case of emergency, which it was because Margaret had to buy supplies for the brunch Sunday morning. From there we plunged into the blustery winds and deep darkness of the central Wisconsin night, than which they don't make much darker. Margaret drove while I sang along to the Housemartins' London 4, Hull 0 and Dylan's Blood on the Tracks before I fell sound asleep for an hour or so. I drove the easy last shift getting us into Evanston and then-- This morning, we forced ourselves out of bed at 7, to roust the kids for an 8:30 departure for church. We remembered at the last minute that we had to make posters for Nate's piano recital benefit for St. Luke's, so I whipped one out in a rush, then we sprinted first to st. Luke's, then I went down to St. Chrysostom's for the adult class on Acts. Both the brunch and the session on Acts went extremely well. Came back, got Nate's music, he went north for a performance accompanying a local flute choir, stared down at a plate of nachos, fell fast asleep. Woke up, blogged, went to Seabury's "Prospective Student Days" to entice would-be seminarians to choose Seabury rather than some less satisfactory alternative. Time to say, "good night." Online itinerary doesn't suit me--sorry if you're bored, but all this is why I had no opportunity to put together something more profound. But that Orange Moose was irresistible. Permalink -Main Page- All times are local. Local times may vary. Minutes do not expire. A. K. M. Adam That which we have not yet bothered to imagine is not therefore impossible. |
He seems like a nice guy. Has he written any books? Would he come speak to us?
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