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Just a note to observe that now that Dave Winer and Shelley Powers are disagreeing about technical aspects of web protocols, the circle is complete (albeit twenty years on, so dislocated in space-time, hence a helix, not a proper circle) and the time has returned for everybody else to start blogging, or resume blogging, and for heaven’s sake use RSS.

Stalled As Expected

This morning’s run began (as so often) with a half-expectation that I’d just ratchet it down to a walk partway through. I gave it a firm push at the beginning, and wound up not needing to break (although I did raise my rolling average by a bit, since the day I lost from the ‘roll’ was my recent best time). I don’t enjoy all this running even a tiny bit, but I do appreciate the health benefits.

This morning’s sermon went well, even though in this fraught political environment I made the theme ‘hospitality to strangers’. I realised as I preached that my way of addressing charged topics almost always involves weaving them into a richer context, so that I’m not so much haranguing people to welcome migrants as I’m saying, ‘Since this and that, and in keeping with the other, welcoming strangers fits right in with what Jesus teaches about… (or ‘Paul teaches’ or whomever). I know many preachers want to make their single point inescapably clear, so that they focus on justifying their claim and spelling out the consequences; I’m not that preacher, though, since I find that when I preach to possibly-resistant listeners, it helps keep us on the same side if I underscore the extent to which my proposed reading harmonises with a great deal more that they would agree with. In any case, it seems to have gone down well. (Sermon text below the fold.)

Brendan and Rosie came to St Helen’s this morning, bringing the dear, delightful Edith Wren with them. It will be a great treat to live so conveniently near them — and possibly to catch opportunities to visit with Edith while Rosie and Brendan do tedious adult things. Continue reading “Stalled As Expected”

John, Sermon, and Packing —

I ran cautiously this morning, having not run yesterday and thinking I might be short of breath, or have stiff joints or tender muscles. I tried setting a strong pace from the start, hoping that it would carry me through if I started wheezing after a half mile or so. At the end, the time was pretty good, so my average continued to improve.

Today I have getting-ready things to do (packing for BNTC in Manchester beginning Monday), sermon for tomorrow, paper for Tuesday, wedding service sheet for a September wedding. Other odds and ends, but I’m trying to give myself some rest.

Rain Not Run

Rain and drizzle this morning, so I didn’t run (ruefully, since I’m going to miss several days’ running in September). Coffee, fruit, and I’ll trudge in to Morning Prayer in a while. I’m not sure what the rest of the day will hold.

Tick, Tick

From the very first stride this morning, my body wanted to stop, bones and muscles and lungs. I’m not sure what the reason was; the weather turned cooler, or I may be experiencing some sort of mild allergy? In any case, I pushed on and made an adequate time — my rolling average ticked upward for the first time in two weeks, but not as much as it dropped yesterday, so I’m still moving in the right direction. I want not to care, but at least I’m not straining to get faster — just being pleased to be a bit smoother, a bit stronger on a steady basis.

Writing has frustrated me for the past couple of days. Interruptions, the sense of urgency, my felt need to secure documentation and background for any claims I want to make, all slow me down at a moment when I really, really need to just write it out. Pretty much everyone in academia (and many beyond) will recognise that experience, especially those who’ve dealt with the grinding-down cross currents of admin demands, research, teaching loads, and care for students, but there’s nowt for it but to put my head down, do what I can, and look forward to retirement. I love research and I love reading and I don’t mind writing, but deadlines

Full On

My morning run went reasonably well, a second-best time since March (but who’s counting?), though I felt pretty flat by the end. Cup of coffee, hot breakfast (with another coffee), shower and Morning Prayer, then the midweek Holy Communion service at St Helen’s, then home to greet our lovely friend and her Storm Force Ten wean and still-a-baby miniwean. I was more than a little shell-shocked after a half hour visit, in which I went deep-sea exploring with SFT wean, then hunting (had trouble explaining the concept of my unwillingness to hunt animals), and pointing out that the ankle-deep assortment of trains and tracks, balls, exploring equipment, and several one-off items probably counted as ‘enough toys’ for the moment. I’m an experienced dad, but I’m getting old and I’m out of shape.

Then I was knackered from all the human interaction, and it’s taken me a couple if hours to refocus. Now, back to the essay.

Two, Too, Tuesday

My morning run went much as we would expect — no new records, better than it had been going (hence improving my rolling average), no injuries or even discomfort. None, that is, other than ‘running two miles first thing in the morning’, which (I will agree) is its own sort of intrinsic discomfort.

Coffee, fruit, shower, Morning Prayer, then home for coffee and toast, and writing more on my Overdue Essay. The temptation (bolstered by a hyperbolic sense of academic obligation) to research every angle of my writing very thoroughly, combined then with the annoyance of having mislaid notes I had taken on previous research probes, threatens to derail me at every turn — but so far, slowly, I’ve been making headway. I’m waiting for that ‘dam bursting’ rush of words that often arrives and sweeps you well past the agreed word count, but so far, no joy.

Margaret and I began a French-Canadian crime drama called ‘Détective Surprenant’ (= “Detective Surprising’ en anglais). Are all Canadian detectives dolorous, afflicted by troubled marriages relative to their wives’ careers? And, who lives with the name ‘Surprenant’? Why hasn’t someone filed the Canadian equivalent of a deed poll? If your dolorous spouse insisted o going by the name ‘Mr Surprising’ (or ‘Ms Surprising’), wouldn’t you be rethinking your decision to forego a career in the big city?

Running Essay Report

I won’t repeat my now-constant observation that i’d rather not have run this morning — but I was surprised, on my run, by my ability to sustain what felt like an ambitious steady pace. That pace was especially striking since I was slightly short of breath, which I attribute to pollen. In any case, when I got home, I found that I had run in a time faster than all but three, I think, of the runs I’ve timed (and those three were from the bad competitive days in the spring). My rolling average ticked significantly downward (but I’m sure it will tick back up tomorrow).

Yesterday afternoon I had trouble focusing on the writing that I desperately need to finish, but when the evening came Margaret and I enjoyed the concluding two episodes of The Count of Monte Cristo. I’d hav e liked an ending that hewed closer to the novel’s, but I thought it was, on the whole, a satisfactory adaptation. Sam Claflin did a believable job as Dantès, and he communicated convincingly the toxins poisoning his soul via his bleak vengeance.

Run, coffee and easy peelers for breakfast, cleaned up, Morning Prayer at church, public office hours at R&R, and home again now to extrude more word count for my overdue essay.

Whoops, Sunday

I just mentioned today’s sermon on BlueSky, so I’d better blog and post it in the unlikely event that someone comes looking.

Morning run felt fine, but was half a minute slower than yesterday’s in continuing proof that I have no body-awareness worth noting. It still erased a slower time on my rolling average, so the five-day average keeps dwindling (though that’s got to stop soon, probably tomorrow).

I had both the 8:00 at St Helen’s and the 11:15 at St Nicolas’s, and the homily went down all right both times.The experience did drive home the extent to which all the different conversations and rites in the parish preclude my settling in and becoming fluently comfortable with any one of them. There are bits of each that draw on muscle- and cognitive-memory, but they’re interrupted by deviations that I can’t settle into anticipating since I only lead this or that service once every three weeks or so. Ah, well, all were well, all were blessed, and several people commented appreciatively. I’ll attach it below the fold, so that a casual blog-visitor doesn’t have to encounter the existence of sermons with their unguarded eyes. Continue reading “Whoops, Sunday”

Ugh, More Running and Writing

I rolled out of bed this morning and ran my miles, though I had a strong desire to just stay home. The result was the best time I’ve run in the new series of recorded runs (post-self-competitive). My rolling average has improved by fifteen seconds in the last week, which should mean I’m about to hit a plateau. Then, of course, I’ll go to a conference, missing multiple days’ runs, gaining back weight, and knocking my time back to when I started.

Showered, hot breakfast, and reading and writing, working both on the presentable form of my paper for BNTC and on the overdue essay. I cheked in on my homily for tomorrow, and it should do the trick (I’ll do some editing tomorrow morning). And I always, always, always find myself daydreaming about reading whatever I want as a parallel process to writing my Differential Hermeneutics book.

Maybe I should take a walk.

New Old Anchor

AKMA and Margaret in the back room at the newly refurbished Old Anchor Inn on re-opening day
AKMA and Margaret in the back room at the newly refurbished Old Anchor Inn on re-opening day

I had a productive writing day yesterday, making headway on mmy overdue essay. Later in the afternoon, we wandered down to the Old Anchor Inn, which would have been our local in Abingdon except that it had closed six months before we arrived. Under new management, it has been spruced up, will be serving both English pub menu and a repertoire of Thai offerings (specially since it lends itself so aptly to vegetarian and gluten-free alternatives — yippee!), breakfasts on Friday-Sunday, and lunch offerings I didn’t register. Sounds very firmly like our pub home.

My morning run today started off sluggishly, or so it felt. I had lain abed an hour or so later than usual, and was still groggy when I stumbled out onto the pavement. My pace, however, picked up as I ran, and by the end I hit another time that stretched my average to the good. Coffee and fruit, cleaned up, on my way to Morning Prayer and public office hours at R&R.

Now To Essay

This morning’s run felt like nothing special, and when I got home it turned out to have been my best time since late July. I think I’ve proven that I have absolutely no capacity to judge how well, how fast I’m running.

Coffee and hot breakfast, cleaned up and went to Morning Prayer, stopped at the Cooperative to pick up staples, and now home with a cup of coffee, hammering away at my overdue essay. I’ ve begun rewriting it from the beginning, because with the beginning I’d made I was chasing every topic into the tall grass and researching the relevant background in depth. This was invited as a brief introduction, though, not a comprehensive e deep dive. Likewise, I need to cover five or six centuries in 8000 words; the essay won’t do its work by leaning into depth and comprehensiveness. So in this version, I’m trying to express myself with a degree of precision and clarity commensurate with the assignment, and to back off the temptation to footnote everything. I promise you that the background reading is fascinating, but I won’t have time to introduce you to it in this wordcount.

Plus, koff koff, the editor wrote me last night to remind me that they’re holding the next issue till I get the ms to them. I should be writing instead of blogging.

Spinning Wheels

Having a hard time bearing down today, after knocking out the conclusion to my BNTS paper on ‘John, Jesus, and Jolene: Popular Music Explains an Exegetical Problem’. It’s been a long time since I’ve given a paper at a conference; I had forgotten how short a time 20–25 minutes is.

My morning run felt fine, though when I arrived home I was surprised to see that it fell at the slow end of my average (still improved my five-day average, as it knocked out another slower day). Coffee and fruit, cleaned up and went to Morning Prayer, then home for coffee and toast, and a wodge of emailing. I finished the Ty Cobb biography I’ve been reading, and one passage in particular really touched me.

‘On another occasion about ten years later, when [Ty Cobb and Grantland Rice were] passing through Greenville, South Carolina, Cobb said to Rice, “I’ve got an old friend in this town. Let’s find him.”
They proceeded to a small liquor store….
“Waiting his turn,” Rice wrote, “Cobb stepped up, looked the old boy in the eye and said, ‘How’s business?”
‘Just fine, sir,’ replied [Joe] Jackson, turning his back to rearrange a shelf.
‘Don’t you know me, you old buzzard?’ said Cobb.
“Jackson wheeled around. ‘Christ, yes I know you!’ grinned Joe. ‘I just didn’t know whether you knew me after all these years. I didn’t want to embarrass you or nothin’.…”
“I’ll tell you how well I remember you, Joe,” [Cobb] said. “Whenever I got the idea that I was a good hitter I’d stop and take a good look at you. Then I knew I could stand some improvement.”

   Charles Leerhsen, Ty Cobb: A Terrible Beauty, ch. 30 (Simon & Schuster, 2015)

As I may have written before, I have a very sensitive spot for betrayal; the scene in The Fellowship of the Ring when Bilbo asks to have the ring back, just for a moment — and Frodo sees the glint of possession in his elder cousin’s eye and knows that Bilbo must never be allowed to touch the ring again — just tears me up. By the same token, in an opposite way, being true touches me as well. The idea of Ty Cobb stopping off to see his old rival and pal Shoeless Joe Jackson, and Jackson not wanting to embarrass him (either of them, really) by letting on that he knew Cobb when Cobb didn’t immediately greet him, goes straight to my heart.

Sun and Mon

Yesterday’s run was on the good end of average, which was pleasing. The sermon at St Helen’s went well enough, then Nate and Margaret and I came home to rest, wandered around Abingdon and the Ock, dined at Ask Italian (a very agreeable dinner), and came home. We got Nate talking about is lectures i his History of Popular Music classes at Yale, which we loved to hear about and talk out with him.

This morning, didn’t run much of the way; various joints and muscles were dubious about the value of running, and sent painful messages (or just passive resistance), so I alternated running and walking, and didn’t time myself. Coffee and fruit, Morning Prayer, public office hours at R&R, then home for Nate to pack up and prepare for his trip back to Paris to resume his itinerary back to the States. It’s been great seeing him; he and I have been understanding better some traits we have in common, and it’s good to have talked over those; and as I said, talking rock history with him is one of my favourite things to do. I keep thinking how great it would be to have a family music blog where Nate and Si and Pippa and Margaret and I could write (and argue, and affirm, and wonder) about bands, albums, and so on….

What Lies Ahead

Yesterday’s baptism was lovely; the Book of Common Prayer punches the rite out (heavy on gender-exclusive language, alas, but gets to the heart of renouncing Satan ande uniting oneself with Christ). I was baking, or perhaps better ‘melting’, by the time of the Mass for the Assumption in the evening, but it was sweet to deacon for Fr Paul.

Nate arrived late last night — the theme of this short visit is ‘just hanging out, passing time with us as we spend our time’, so it’s not clear just what will happen.

My morning run was very average, which was better than I expected after a busy day and short night (and actually lowered my average by a second because today displaced a slightly slower Monday time). Fruit and coffee, and about to shower and get ready for a day of undefined [in]activity. Sermon is mostly done. Essay and presentation… a different story.

Not Not Running

I keep deciding to allow myself to take a day off running, and I keep going ahead to run. Sometimes it’s just force of habit, which is fine with me; sometimes it’s because I don’t want to lose momentum toward fitness; sometimes I start out expecting to settle down into a walk, but get home without actually having slowed down (not that I’m going fast in the first instance). Today’s run turns out exactly to have matched the time it displaced from five days ago, so it didn’t affect my rolling average at all. It continued a plateau pace slightly better than ten minutes for each mile — no great shakes, but nice and steady.

Coffee, fruit, clean up, Morning Prayer, home for a bit, then back to St Helen’s for a baptism (‘of Such as are of Riper Years’), then home, then over to St Michael’s to deacon the Mass for the Assumption for Fr Paul.

Yesterday’s research/writing (about extramarital sexual activity in first-century Palestine) kept turning up angles and subtleties that would require another whole research programme to explore. I hate to leave stones unturned, but in order to get this presentation done I will — frustratingly — have to leave most of them unexamined. Plus, Sunday’s sermon, my Anglican essay, and I didn’t mention, but Nate will spend the weekend here on his way back home from Marseille. Yes, I am looking forward to retiring.

Good Start

My run this morning felt good — steady, comfortable (I mean, granted that I was running), and at the better end of the spectrum of average runs. Nothing remarkable, but good.

Margaret will spend today in Headington; I’ll stay around Abingdon to oversee the ladies (Minke and Flora). More time to read and write, and to mull over Sunday’s sermon.

The Same, Not Boring

My morning run was a bit slower than average (not surprising, in the recent heat wave), then hot breakfast, cleaned up, Morning Prayer, then to public office hours at Throwing Buns, then to a staff meeting (would have been at the parish centre but we decided to enjoy coffee at Throwing Buns, so I stayed put), picked up some hoummus on the way home, ate lunch, then more of the same reading and writing.

John Day

Not my colleague the Hebrew Bible scholar, but the day I will be devoting time to my conference paper on ‘John, Jesus, and Jolene’ for this year’s BNTS conference in Manchester. I woke up and ran, another average day. Fruit and coffee, shower, Morning Prayer, coffee and toast, then research and write on the problem of the Samaritan woman of John 4.