Another Flashback

Twenty-two years ago — long before my current students were born! — Lawrence Lessig wrote the book Free Culture under an Creative Commons Non-Commercial/By Attribution Licence. If I recall correctly, I picked up the PDF of the book & read it directly (those were the days), and wrote a blog post suggesting we each read a chapter & make an audiobook out of it.

Within a few days, this was the result (credit to the readers, and especially to Scott Matthews and Noa Resare):

And ultimately to the wonderful Hugh McGuire’s founding of LibriVox

The Web was a very different, marvellous medium back then. It could be much more marvellous again, if enough of us pitch in (the way we pitched in twenty-two years ago). But whether we do or don’t, remember that there are great possibilities out there, and friends to help us. Let’s start something!

(Brought here from BlueSky, where I’m [astonishingly] @akma.bsky.social…)

I Don’t Like Running

… and I’m pondering some other form of exercise — but for the time being, running wins out because it’s functionally free, gets me out of doors for a half hour in the morning, the weather will get better eventually, and my body will probably get less stiff and wonky. I like swimming — the meditative pace and lack of sensory input make it a more calm exercise — but that’s just not an effective option for the time being.

Anyway, I did run this morning, for a sluggish pace. Coffee, fruit, shower, Morning Prayer, home for coffee and toast, and now I’m back to tackle Thursday evening’s homily. One of the first cuts that came on iTunes weighted shuffle was The Gospel Harmonettes of Demopolis, Alabama performing ‘We’re Going to Have a Time’, which reminded me of the heyday of music blogs when John Seroff administered The Tofu Hut and posted several of the Harmonettes’ tracks — produced by his dad — on that site. Go read his dad’s account of the session; John’s posting it, with the songs (at that time unavailable on any commercial media), underscores what we’ve lost in the current media environment of a handful of mega-streaming sites. While you can no longer download the Harmonettes from John’s blog, the album is available from Apple Music and the Harmonettes have recordings posted on YouTube. Cheers, John, and best wishes on all your ventures.

British Somnolent Time

Took a long nap yesterday afternoon, went to bed early, then couldn’t fall asleep till late, and slept late enough that I didn’t have time to run before Morning Prayer. Whose idea was this time change scheme anyway?

Coffee and fruit, Morning Prayer, public office hours at R&R, back home after picking up some groceries. I’ve been trying to make progress on Thursday night’s sermon, but to no avail (yet). I have, however, spent time remembering Mike Iafrate, proofreading the weekly parish newsletter, and doomscrolling.

Last Palm Sunday

No, it’s not the last Palm Sunday (heaven permitting), not even the last of my life, but the last Palm Sunday on which I’ll have a canonically obligatory role. I’ll be at St Michael’s (come to the park for our 9:30 start!); we’ll have the very short procession into the church, and then the Mass as usual.

Good average run this morning, coffee and fruit, shower, maybe a bit of coffee and toast to tide me over, then I’ll go for Palm Sunday, and then home perhaps to catch the hour I was docked last night (old man waves his cane at clouds), or maybe not.

What Makes It Great — ‘The Whole of the Moon’

Some preliminaries: First, as you may know from other posts, I’m particularly emotionally susceptible to certain songs (hymns), sights, gestures, words, scenes from films, even though I’m pretty stolid in other affairs of everyday life. Neurology and psychology have a lot to do with this, I’d bet, but it’s how I am in deep ways. Second, I have known about ‘The Whole of the Moon’ and much of the Waterboys’ catalogue from when things were first released, at least up until the turn of the century when I stopped listening to radio in favour of listening to semi-random shuffle of digital files.

More recently — perhaps five to seven years — I was listening to my usual shuffle (crudely: star-weighted and recency-balanced) when ‘The Whole of the Moon’ came on, and it struck a hammer blow to my heart. I had heard it before, but not listened so carefully, and the song bowled me over. Since then I’ve put a higher priority to listening to Waterboys tracks, and Margaret and I listened to the recent Life, Death, and Dennis Hopper album a lot in preparation to catching their tour when they rolled through Oxford. As I’ve had a chance to pay closer attention to my favourites from their work, I thought I’d write one of my ‘what makes it good’/‘Great Moments in Popular Music’ posts about ‘The Whole of the Moon’.

At the heart of the song, Mike Scott proposes a simple but quite powerful metaphorical comparison between two people — one who sees the obvious, the manifest (‘the crescent’ [moon], easily visible and beautiful, but partial), and another who sees more comprehensively (‘the whole of the moon’). The comparison is so straightforward but insightful that in lesser hands it could have been an impressive dénouement to a workmanlike song of romantic aspiration.

But instead, Scott embeds the couplet as a refrain among verses that repeat the gesture with different metaphorical settings. That’s risky, especially with so striking a pivotal instance recurring throughout the lyric; again, most writers would end up with an array of more or less colourful paired comparisons that contrast with, and ultimately drag down, the refrain. But Scott selects sequential contrasts that with inventive imagination reinforce the overall premise. Just in the first verse, the ‘more obvious’ partner pictured a rainbow, had flashes (presumably of insight), wandered (aimlessly) out in the world — whereas the more profound partner holds a rainbow in their hand, knows the plan, and stayed in their room (in a state of sufficiency). Subsequent verses follow a similar pattern, each summed up with the ‘moon’ couplet (the first time I heard the song, the contrast between seeing ‘the rain-dirty valley’ and seeing ‘Brigadoon’ was what caught my attentive interest).

Between the verses Scott develops a refrain characterising the secondary protagonist as having transgressed boundaries ‘too high, too far, too soon’ in apparently causal conjunction with their having seen ‘the whole of the moon’, the only time he ascribes costs to the partner’s wisdom. Thus the refrain casts an additional light on seeing the whole: Scott voices the admiring perspective of one who hasn’t reached the heights of the other, but who has not been as high, as far, as soon. The profound partner has paid for their perspective a cost that the more cautious Scott hasn’t, and possibly wouldn’t pay.

In the final verse, Scott sets aside the paired contrasts and unleashes a flood of evocative images he associates with the partner’s vision: ‘Unicorns and cannonballs, palaces and piers / Trumpets, towers and tenements / Wide oceans full of tears / Flags, rags ferryboats / Scimitars and scarves…’. By opening the sequence with ‘unicorns’ (the national animal of Scotland, cheers!) he signals that his subject’s wisdom reaches beyond mere expertise or calculation but extends into the realm of fantasy, an effect that the alliteration and internal rhyme in subsequent lines tends to accentuate; factual knowledge doesn’t come in such richly ornamental parcels. (Listeners from outwith Scotland should remember that ‘tenements’ refers not to American slum dwellings but to the distinctive Scottish arrangement of flats in multi-storey buildings, here contrasting somewhat with ‘towers’ and more distantly to ‘palaces’, but not specifically invoking deprivation.) The verse concludes with a summation that affirms the fantastic range and value of the subject’s imagination: ‘Every precious dream and vision underneath the stars…’. And in the last iteration of the refrain, the wise one no longer has ‘a torch in your pocket and the wind at your heels’ as in previous refrains, but has ‘the wind in your sails / You came like a comet / Blazing your trail’, again underscoring the fabulous advent of the visionary partner.

Apart from the stunning lyrics, the musical performance too intensifies the song’s impact. It provides evidence for my abiding conviction that rock songs that can incorporate a horn section should incorporate a horn section; here the horns add a hooky fanfare flourish that sticks in one’s memory, along with the remarkable effect (I think I remember having read that Scott ascribed it to the late Karl Wallinger, but, rechecking, I see that Scott uses ‘we’) of the explosion in the background at the word ‘cannonballs’, as though the song itself was exploding into the world.

The whole of ‘The Whole of the Moon’ unfolds brilliant musicians outdoing themselves in supporting an artfully crafted lyric. It occurred to me to write this after listening to it this morning (Margaret and I scrambled to play some excellent tunes to purify our heads of eagworms after somebody played ‘Season in the Sun’ on Radio Four this morning); I could listen to it again now, and through the day. As someone who sees the crescent, but knows there must be a whole moon there beyond my grasp, the song speaks to me of the joy of celebrating imaginative expression beyond anything I can evoke — and I’m. very thankful for that.

Recharging Saturday

I got a good night’s sleep last night and took my morning miles at a patient jog, so the time of my run was much slower than the last few days, but it also demanded less of my body. Then coffee, and after a break to catch my breath and make some headway on the coffee I prepared my hot breakfast. Another cup of coffee, some reading, Morning Prayer, and I’m set for an afternoon of calm preparation for Palm Sunday and for sermons Thursday, Friday, Saturday, and Sunday…. (I almost wish I hadn’t noticed that.)

Blessings Abounding

Ran this morning, despite a strong disinclination and protests from my lungs and connective tissue; I came in at a good time, but I didn’t like it a bit. Coffee, fruit, shower, check messages at the Parish Centre (now that the phone is working again), Morning Prayer, then a hustle to St Michael’s for the school Easter Assembly for St Nicolas School, then home and took a nap. I’ll be working on resting and composing sermons this weekend, with (I hope) the accent on resting. ‘Talk’ from the Easter Service is below the fold.

Last night I met a [pre-]wedding couple who were just radiantly sweet and agreeable. It’s a blessing to be doing what I can for them, and for the schoolchildren, and my neighbours in the town.

Walkward

Walked my morning miles, coffee (I score 150 on Luke Kornet’s idiosyncratic scale on which Doc Searls scored 225 or so; I equated my use of Aeropress with a sort of inverted French Press) and fruit, cleaned up for Morning Prayer, and will come home to bang my head against the school service homily for tomorrow morning. I’ll see a wedding couple tonight at St Michael’s to go over their plans.
Dave Rogers is planning a house build as we are getting hyped up over moving into a house of our own. This will be the first time Margaret and I have lived in a home we’ve actually deliberated about and chosen, and it’s the one we expect to live in for the rest of our lives. I’m eager to gush about it, but I’d rather not link to the estate agents’ site, and I’d rather not say too much before it’s actually contractually ours. But it does say ‘Sold STC’ on the agents’ page, which is satisfying.

More Today

Got up and ran (at a slow-average pace); coffee, hot breakfast, Morning Prayer, Midweek Communion for the Annunciation, Chapter Meeting, home for lunch. Marriage preparation class tonight.

I felt an acute temptation to set aside my prepared homily and to talk with our congregation about my Aunt Harriet, and how she could reasonably have responded to the request that she suddenly take over care for her one-year-old nephew by asking, ‘How can this be?’ — but good sense prevailed, and I preached the homily I had prepared.
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Sharp Emotions, Opposite Directions

I mentioned yesterday that my aunt died on Saturday, the last of the four sisters who constituted their generation of my mother’s family. At this point, I think that all of their children are in our sixties, and one of my cousins has grandchildren as we do. My mother’s generation, and my grandfather and grandmother, had a vaguely mythic status in Margaret’s and my experience of the family. Grandfather Emerson was an artist and academic, Curator of Prints at the Yale University Art Gallery and founding Master of dAvenport College at Yale, who died unduly young; grandmother Isabelle (‘Gran’ to us) was a gifted painter and prominent arts organiser in her communities. Their engravings and paintings distinguish our walls. They socialised with various literati and artists of their time, from Scott and Zelda to Thornton Wilder and Archibald MacLeish, among others. The sisters grew up in that setting, attended the Foote School in New Haven, went to Radcliffe College, and grew into strong identities of their own, mostly arts-oriented. I was particularly close to Aunt Harriet as a toddler, when my mother couldn’t handle both carrying my sister in pregnancy and dealing with her one-year-old son. I stayed at Gran’s home in New Haven (and went to the Nantucket house) with Aunt Harri, and she cared for me with patience, grace, affection, and loving generosity at a time before she married and with my uncle Bob started a family of their own. Aunt Harri would teach me the names of the birds on the walls of Gran’s house as she carried me upstairs and down, would read to me, take me to the beach, and offer me a mother’s love in circumstances when my own mother could not. I wish I remembered those days more vividly, but I know that Harriet’s care meant the world to a kid who had (‘has’) a proclivity to loneliness.
So, the last couple of days have been tinged with grief-grey. At the same time, we learned yesterday morning that the sellers of the house on which we made an offer, for which we dared not presume we’d be successful (there had already been another offer for it), had accepted our offer, and that if we navigated all the hoops of becoming British householders, the house would be — will be, heaven permitting — ours. We feel this especially powerfully since we haven’t really chosen a home in all our years together; most of the time we’ve been in assigned faculty or clerical housing, or in a pro-tempore flat (often chosen at a distance) to tide us over to the next post. Should all the pieces come together, we’ll be living near Oxford, near bus routes into Oxford and out toward London, near a large grocery and a lovely, welcoming park, near friends, in an area with which we’re already acquainted.
Two big emotional tides, with me drawn in both directions at once. Woe, and exultation; grief and joy.

Beginning To Feel A Lot Like Easter

I ran this morning at a slower pace, then coffee and fruit, shower, a rueful glance at the makings of a second cup (but no coffee yet), Morning Prayer, home for coffee and toast, work on a sermon and clearing some email…

So, I have a sermon tomorrow, one for a school Easter service on Friday, no sermon on Sunday but a more elaborate ritual for Palm Sunday. Next week I have services every day of the week, preaching on Maundy Thursday (it seems as though I get Maundy Thursday often…), Good Friday main service (no homily, just the Passion), outdoor Stations Friday evening, Easter Vigil at St Michael’s (with sung Exulted — probably my last time — and the eucharist), and Easter Day at St Nic’s. Wooohooo!

Overcast New Week

Yesterday afternoon Margaret and I learned that my Aunt Harriet (1933–2026) had died. She was very important to me, especially from a time before I can clearly remember; with her death, all four of the sisters of her generation have gone.

I ran, not as rapidly as yesterday. Coffee, fruit, shower, on my way to Morning Prayer, and who knows what will come next….

Surprise Run

So, this morning I set out for my first earnest run since my foot problem of two or three weeks ago. I had no sense of pace, and my body seemed balky and my breathing ragged, but I p[ressed on and got home, and when I checked my time it turns out that it was my best pace in about a year. /Shaking my head.

Coffee, fruit, print sermon, shower, a bit more coffee (from some ancient ground coffee lying about from heaven knows when), and in a few minutes, off to St Michael and All Angels, then St Nicolas’s, then to the Parish Centre to attend the Faith Forum. No evening service (the Rector has the \healing & Whioleness service tonight).

Will publish the homily below when I get home.
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House-Hunting In Deepest England

What is trying to buy a house like? In the US, it’s like almost any major purchase: make sure you have the cost (in currency or mortgage), agree a price, sign a contract, boom you’re a homeowner. In this, as in many other things, life in England differs.

Trying to buy a house in England is like trying to watch a cricket match with baseball rules in your head. Nothing makes any sense.

In England, you the buyer have nobody on your team. The estate agent works for the buyer; the mortgage broker works for the mortgage lender; you work twice as hard to avoid freaking out from illogic and anxiety.

We liked The Perfect House, so although it was listed for more than we wanted to pay, we told the estate agent we were interested. They indicated that there was already an offer, but that it was… complicated. Later, they communicated to us the report that maybe it would be worth making an offer, maybe for a little more than the asking price. OK, we reason, we might be able to draw the sellers with a sweet, sweet, over the asking price offer. We intimated that willingness to the estate agent, who asked us to make a formal offer. O…kay. We took a deep breath and made them a formal offer, complete with giving the estate agents not just the mortgage broker’s certified offer to cover what we don’t pay in cash. The estate agents (who work for the sellers, remember) now know more about us than the NHS or the Home Office.

If the estate agent were to accept our offer, we would then have to find a conveyancer, which sounds like a highwayman or a prestidigitator or a mountebank. I will not comment on the applicability of any of those terms, except to say that the conveyancer is yet another mediator (who needs paying) who makes sure the transaction is fully legal.

And then, there are the chains. Margaret and I are unchained buyers, which is good, but on the other hand any given property purchase may be subject to ‘an onward chain’ which means that any time an evil spirit has a bit of indigestion, they can scotch a housing purchase which means those intending buyers’ plans are disrupted, which means that they can’t vacate for the people who intended to buy their house, and so on until it gets back to Margaret and me, who just want to find a place into which to retire. Take our money.

We’ve decided that we will more or less give up on the house for which we made an offer, and simply withdraw the offer if we find another that appeals to us. So we continue visiting, looking over, making polite excuses to the earnest estate agent who shows us a house in which five e slovenly young bachelors currently live. Or conversing politely with the young family who occupy a very reasonable house, that just didn’t knock us out. Keep looking. Watch out for chains. Keep looking. Anything can happen, any time. Don’t think about the conveyancer. Keep an eye on the estate agents; they are not your buddies, they work for the sellers. And prepare to wait months even if your offer is accepted — longer if you’re still trying to find a house on which you can whole-heartedly make an offer.

We don’t care to move back to the States, and we deplore ex-pats’ moaning about how much they miss X or Y. Still, the radical indeterminacy of home-buying in England beggars imagination.

Run Jog Walk

Yesterday morning — cos I think I didn’t blog yesterday — I jogged heartily, at a pace that surpassed some run times I’ve compiled for my miles, so that was good. I didn’t get ’round to writing anything online because our day was consumed — our days have been consumed — with filling in forms, fretting, communicating with estate agents and financial managers and mortgage brokers relative to our offer on The Perfect House. To that extent, I suppose it’s not entirely perfect, inasmuch as it’s giving us shpilkis waiting to find out if our offer is accepted.

So Margaret spent yesterday with friends, helping with their progeny and catching up with their lives, catching them up with our situation, and I spent part of the day filling in forms, part shopping for groceries, part (I confess) attenuating my anime illiteracy by watching episodes of One Piece, and partly writing being stymied by tomorrow’s sermon. All that time writing not writing yesterday paid off, because I managed to extrude the sermon (short-ish, because we have two lo-o-o-o-ong lessons) this morning before half ten. So for the next couple of days, my main urgent task is fretting about The House and tending parish responsibilities.

Oh, forgot to add — this morning I walked, in stead of jogging or running. My limbs were on work-to-rule industrial action, and wouldn’t extend themselves in aid of a pointless, futile goal. Management will crack down on them tomorrow morning (I hope). Hot breakfast today, coffee (of course), sermon writing (as noted above), more coffee (it’s still before noon), and lunch in a few minutes.

FOS(OA) Biblical Textbooks

A couple of visitors stopped by recently looking at the post from aeons ago wherein I mooted the possibility of a free Open Source/Open Access Introduction to the Old Testament/Hebrew Bible/New Testament/Non-Canonical Texts. I posted that back in 2012, when such things were unfamiliar to many potential contributors and readers; nowadays, especially with a generation of younger scholars with recent experience on the consumer side of the cost of textbooks, institutional Open Access programmes have made such publications look less outré.
With retirement on the horizon, I’m thinking of revisiting the possibility. With the advent of AI-slop publications, a great deal rides on name recognition and publishers’ brand assurance; it would be helpful to engage, if possible, some press or another to offer an ink-and-paper version of such a thing. At the same time, though, part of the basic of producing a modular introduction lies in the possibility of avoiding AKMA’s chapter on James if there’s a more agreeable alternative (say, by Margaret Aymer Oget) available within the same format.
The passage of time has shown that some of my initial proposals didn’t last. That’s par for the course, and I’m not embarrassed to have been unduly impressed by Apple’s iBook authoring app. (I’m still waiting for a convincingly clear, useable book and page production app, but once I retire I may just have to bite the bullet and learn one of the ‘This is the cold, hard, world and this is how we do it’ apps. But if anyone else is interested in coordinating efforts, it still looks to me like a project worth doing — with an appreciative dedication to Tim Bulkeley.

Jogging, Errands, Home Hope?

Put in my miles at a decent pace — still not pushing. Coffee, fruit, shower, Morning Prayer, grocery shopping, Zoom consultation about future housing options, then an afternoon of (I hope) rest.

The financial talk became necessary when it turned out that Margaret and I might in fact have made the preferred offer for what we’ve been calling ‘The Perfect House’. The price is higher than we’d like, but it looks to be in fine nick, it’s convenient to the things to which we want it to be convenient, and there’s space for a library, so we swallowed hard and made an offer. We’ll see what happens.

Wednes

Jogged my miles, coffee, fruit, shower, Morning Prayer, now I’m home for a bit. Later, I’ll go to our Chapter Meeting, then back home, then back to church for a meeting of the Parish-wide Pastoral Care committee. [A lot of time for a theoretical half day, which was my rationale when I gave the title for the post.]

Of the houses we saw yesterday, one displeased us from the start. One is more than we can really justify, both in cost and scale, though it would be splendid (it has a conservatory, and Margaret was glowing about the conservatory; of course, yesterday was the first sunny day we’ve had in yonks). The third was not quite ideal, b ut not implausible. The Perfect House (expensive, but perfection is expensive) is not out of play yet. And I have my eye on another house, more modest but with the savings we could perhaps add a conservatory or an outbuilding. Such is house-hunting.

Tutesday

Jogged my miles again this morning, a better pace than yesterday but still not a full-on run. Coffee and fruit, shower, Morning Prayer, then caught a bus to Oxford for my final tutorial of Hilary Term. After lunch I caught a bus out to a house where Margaret and I would meet to look over for consideration as our retirement gaff. Then two more. Such is house-hunting.

Back to Miles

I undertook my miles this morning so as not to lose the conditioning altogether. I didn’t run, but took the workout at an extremely gentle, hardly more than a brisk walk, jog. Indeed, I set out with the intent to walk, but began jogging just to get my muscles and joints loose; then I didn’t stop. I had a few moments of bits of my legs querying the wisdom of the exercise, but no real wobbles or pain.

Coffee, fruit, shower, Morning Prayer, public office hours at R&R, and we’ll see what ensues.