Gin Eve

Two more gins take us to the verge of closing out Advent Gin, which has been an rewarding exercise in tasting and comparing (albeit at some remove in time; I haven’t done any side-by-sides since that one night in Glasgow).

Twenty-two down, three to go. Today’s Advent Gin is Mayfield Sussex Hop Gin, featuring a local variety of hops among the eight botanicals. First sip signals a straight gin, astringent but not harsh. Next sips open up to citrus (not bitter), and some subtle floral notes. I must be missing the hops; either that, or they blend with the citrus or the floral subtext. I don’t detect the pine that descriptions suggested. Rather, this appeals to me as a strong G&T gin, with citrus balancing the herbal notes, and a very delicate floral background. I think I’m picking up the hops, now, very lightlyat the finish. Nice.
I take Mayfield Sussex Hop to do a gin’s job well. Distillers sometimes seem to invent so many prizes that *everybody* gets one or more; Mayfield claims no gold, silver, or bronze, but the gin stands up for itself, a sturdy juniper with citrus backing and floral notes, and hops.

Next to last day of Advent Gin opens a wee bottle of Nikka Coffey Gin, another gin from Japan. Coffey begins with a lime-forward taste, overshadowing the juniper by a long measure. (I say ‘lime’, but there are other Japanese citruses in the botanicals, so I may be neglecting fruits I never tasted.) The citrus carries through to a distinctly bitter, almost mineral finish. The combination intrigues me; the opening invites me to linger over the taste, but longer I let it develop on my palate, the more dissonant the chord of constituent notes.
On the whole, I’d wish a clearer juniper base, and a gentler release from the sip. The citrus doesn’t fit squarely (to my tongue) with either the juniper it dominates or the astringent botanicals from which it retreats. My sense is that a sturdier juniper spine could support the transition from the prominent fruit opening to the botanical finish.

Less Than Zero

I demonstrated the greater part of valour this sub-zero morning, opting to walk my two miles on the frosted-rain-covered pavements rather than running. Then coffee, fruit, some sermon prep, Morning Prayer, coffee, a homemade cranberry muffin (by Margaret), laundry, errands, grocery shopping, lunch, and spending the afternoon settling into Sunday’s sermon.

I noticed for the first time — I’d say ‘Shame on me’, but the Internet is a big multiverse and nobody can keep up with it — the Standard Ebooks website for free, open source ebooks. It’s just the kind of project I love, and my first thought was ‘I should join in and make some!’ This is clearly a post-submission reponse to my not having academic writing hanging over my head; it would make more sense after retirement than during the coming year, wherein I’ll still have parish responsibilities and will be tutoring for Oriel (along with retirement preparation, househunting, and so on). But it’s a fabulous resource, despite it’s not having a good collection of theology books.

2026 Not Ruined Yet

Last night, after I retired (early) (I mean, ‘I went to bed’ — the next year is going to entail tricky use of the word ‘retire’), Margaret asked whether I had noticed anything odd about Flora. I answered that she’s stayed unusually close to me while I was cleaning the kitchen at the end of the day. She (Margaret) noted that she (Flora) was shivering and had climbed up into Margaret’s aarms in an atypical way. I noted that there had been fireworks going off; maybe she had been disturbed by them. The ladies have not shown any particular concern about fireworks in the past, and Margaret and I have appreciated having one fwer thing to worry about — but it appears that this year they’ve changed, or something about New Year’s fireworks bothers them more than summer fireworks or Guy Fawkes fireworks. Who knows? But Flora insisted on getting into our bed with us. Margaret took her down to the day bed in the living room so that I could sleep (and so that Flora wouldn’t get the idea that she could climb into our bedroom bed), but Flora ran back upstairs and jumped up into bed, shivering, so I figured that we could allow her a scary night of explosions and just hugged her till her shivering subsided. Later, Margaret came back upstairs, and Minke climbed into bed, too. All seems normal this morning. We’ll see how that goes.

Another cold morning run, this one markedly slower, to start the new year. Listened to a BBC report on the making of The Muppet Show (I hadn’t realised that it was produced here in the UK), coffee, fruit, reading and thinking about Chris Corrigan’s gracious response to my response, coffee, toast (with Christmas gift jam), cleaned up, and now I’m blogging.

Happy New Year, and may heaven permit us a much better year than 2025. It may take another three years of making America trashy before things turn for the better, though.

Defining Religion, Or Not

The wonderful Chris Corrigan wrote a post recently on how and whether to define ‘religion’, and as a long-time blogging conversation partner, it’s incumbent on me to comment. (Plus, it feels so good to weave links among personal blogs, just as we did in the Olden Times.) Chris treats the elusiveness of ‘religion’ as a feature, not a bug, even though the difficulty remains and causes some problems. (Fair condensation, Chris?)

This has been a longstanding issue in religious studies, which is 100% not my specialisation (though for a variety of reasons, beginning from the fact that Margaret read Relisious Studies for her undergrad degree, I’ve been caught up in the topic from the margin). Chris cites Wilfred Cantwell Smith, who was already looking worn around the edges when Margaret and I were studying him; I subsequently ended up teaching ‘Intro to Religious Studies’ at my first teaching post at Eckerd College, where I used exactly this problem as the axis of the course. I began with the Baseball Annie monologue that opens Bull Durham and a ‘Nacirema’ article about sport and ritual (I can’t find it now, annoyingly). We then worked through Preus’s Explaining Religion (spending more time on some chapters than others), mostly from my Wittgensteinian-inflected perspective. If I recall correctly, we ended with part of Nicholas Lash’s Easter In Ordinary. I should note that this was in time long past, when one could assign significant amounts of reading for a discussion-based course, and a reasonable proportion of the class would actually read the assignment.
This is some of the background I bring to responding to Chris, this along with extensive immersion in the critical theory of the ’80s and ’90s, with glancing blows from that literature since then.
So, now, to Chris’s post. First, as a priest and theologian and general church-going sort of person, I should own up that I take my faith and the sorts of congruent Christian discourse as true and real in a more than merely notional way. That applies even in a way that excludes other ‘religious’ claims. That’s just part of what I take believing to mean, and I’m keenly aware of the risks and presumption baked into that. At the same time, I know and recognise that other profound, admirable, illuminating people do not hold to what I believe, and some believe things that my faith contradicts. Since I have no specific reason to think I’m cleverer or more pious or more receptive to divine revelation than these among my neighbours, I must hold to my faith with a humility that obliges me to treat people’s divergent faiths with the respect that I’d wish them to show mine. I have more to learn than one lifetime (and at my age, I can’t assume I have a whole lot more time coming to me, though [I just checked] the UK government figures that guys such as I have a 50% chance of living to 86 — not bad) will afford, so I can’t by any means rule out the possibility that my Muslim neighbour has arrived at the true, real way of faith and I am wrong about many particulars.

All of which is to say that where Christian nationalists take their faith as a warrant to oppress others because they can’t imagine that they’re wrong, I take my faith as an obligation to honour others’ faith up to the point where our claims conflict, and there to handle that conflict as gently and respectfully as circumstances permit.

Now, I actually will get to Chris’s post. One implication of what I’ve said above at too great length is that I have no investment in ‘religion’ as a category (a ‘container’, in Chris’s terms, though his container does somewhat different work). I don’t look down the ‘Religions’ aisle at Tesco and select ‘Catholic-leaning Anglicanism’ from among options tht include Islam, Judaism, Hinduism (< a case in point about the difficulty in subsuming a way of life/worldview into the category of ‘religion’), Buddhism, Wicca, and various smaller-scale alternatives. Rather, what I observe about the world coheres most closely with what a long, broad tradition of Christian teachers and practitioners have said about the world. My teachers and heroes have handed down the truth (more or less), and people who dissent from that are, as far as I can understand, just wrong about their dissent. That doesn’t mean they’re stupid or mad or evil, any more than I’d wish that they regard me as stupid/mad/evil. That humility and respect has twin roots in my philosophical training (while Margaret was reading religious studies, I was reading philosophy) and my theology; there are ways of being Christian (or Muslim, or Jewish, or Buddhist) that claim a warrant (erroneously, by my lights) to inflict harm on people who don’t share their faith (or who share it wrongly), so it’s no special magic or blessing about professing faith in Jesus that insulates a Christian from possible error. Again, that’s why I may not pass judgement on anyone else.

So my participation in the public sphere entails a kind of partly pragmatic, partly æsthetic, partly theological-philosophical caution about making claims on behalf of Christian faith that I wouldn’t countenance from people who don’t share that faith, or who share if differently from me. But (annoyingly, again) I can no more presuppose that other citizens hold to the value and authority of ‘human dignity and peace and care’ or even ‘expertise’ (alas!) than that they adhere to the sound principles of catholic Anglican theology and worship. Some inhabitants of my community promote the idea that their party should be permitted to adjudicate every aspect of human possibility: how one reads, what one may say, to what sex or race or ethnicity one belongs (if any), who even may be allowed to live — and they will exercise that adjudicated conclusion by force. This may account for the decisive division in the world’s populace, the division between people who will negotiate how best to live together (on one hand) and people who will oblige others to live on their terms. This isn’t a specifically ‘religious’ division; many of the current crop of penny-ante fascists are straight-up nihilists (not even as thoughtful about such topics as a Western atheist). The tricky task set before us entails finding a modus vivendi by which we who hold to particular exclusive claims about human flourishing can honour and respect people who take a different view, but who still want to live in a civic community with us, and how we can work together to minimise the damage done by fascist-nihilists who will contentedly imprison, torture, kill anybody who gets in the way of their implementing their will.

I observe that this turns out to be less a conversation with Chris than a related, overlong blog post inspired by his. To offer at least a fig leaf of conversation, then, I’d say that when Chris uses the word ‘religion’ with reference to something that characterises me, I sense more of an arm’s-length tenor to his usage than I can identify with, and when he says something like ‘Religion is nothing special, except that it is accorded a special place in our civic life’ — man, even granted my scepticism about the term ‘religion’, I wouldn’t want to say that. Being Jewish certainly is special; being Muslim is special; being Buddhist — well, depending on how you’re talking, maybe it’s nothing, but maybe that’s still special; even being a dull old Anglican is special.

But there are few people I would trust more than Chris to undertake a respectful way of working through differences toward an irenic, fruitful, respectful way of civic life that has room even for us who adhere to something like a ‘religion’. If Nex?wlélex?wm were nearer Oxford, we could spend wonderful, productive, provocative afternoons and evenings talking through some of these things.

Last Of The Year

Took my morning miles at -1° today, which seems to have added some pep to my stride as I recorded my best time of the month. Coffee, made tea for Margaret (actually do that most days, but I wanted to include something to separate ‘coffee’ from the upcoming ‘shower’), cleaned up, hot breakfast, Morning Prayer, and ready to begin the day. Did I mention that I sent off The Last Essay yesterday? I’m almost drunk with relief, and it’s only 9:30 in the morning.

22 Small Bottles of Gin on the Wall

As ‘Advent’ draws to a close, I sample Hernö Old Tom gin. so I’m expecting a slightly sweeter drink.
It leads with a strong piney, juniper surge. After the first sip, I recognise a definite note of honey. Botanicals are in there, but as I sip on, my strong impression remains a steady pine & juniper core with honey & floral notes spiralling around the trunk. It makes for a pleasant G&T, though — without disrespect — I think I wouldn’t normally select it among other options.
But I’d be happy to drink if it’s served to me.

Old Year Day 364

Got up, walked and ran my two miles, fruit and coffee, did some reading, cleaned up, coffee and toast, started working on The Last Essay, some minor distractions, back to work on TLE, lunch, a bit more work on TLE and… to my giddy astonishment — it seems to be done. I will surely have to make some editorial changes, but it’s in the editors’ hands now, and I own no editor anything. I am more or less a free researcher.
That means that in the near future, I’ll begin plugging away at The Last Book. I can’t tell you what sheer joy it will be to finish writing that (if the time be given me to finish it).

More Gin

Advent Gin, on day 21: Hapusa Himalayan Dry Gin, which sounds like a gimmick. We will see; Hapusa follows a series of gins with strong regional identities (Kenya, Japan, Italy), some of which worked out better than others.
First sip: juniper, but it’s overshadowed by a piney flavour that I can’t attribute to any of the declared ingredients. (I guess that it may come from the Himalayan juniper?) Ongoing sips: there’s a definite different character to the central flavour, around which flit interesting citrus notes, earthy notes, and a low-profile lingering spicy herbal coriander finish.
Hapusa Himalayan certainly brings more to the glass than just an exotic gimmick. It’s growing on me as I nurse the glass; I can easily see it as a reserved-for-special-guests-or-occasions, back-of-the-shelf bottle.
I’ve been pleased and impressed by more of the Advent Gins than I expected. Well done, distillers! I’d relish the chance to revisit many of these with a view to refining my assessment of them (but that’s not in the cards). I can conclude, though, that the proliferation of craft gin distillers over the past fifteen or so years reflects real variety and quality in the market. I won’t say ‘You can’t go wrong’ — but the Advent calendar suggests that there are a great many very good and interesting options abroad, which should be a wonderful bounty for gin drinkers.

Monday After

Another cold morning, with a run at almost exactly the same pace as yesterday. Fruit, coffee, Morning Prayer (at home), cleaned up, public office hours at R&R. I was so eager to try the inks I was given for Christmas that I forgot that I had several pens already full. Luckily, it’s thank-you note season….

Advent Gin, Home Stretch

On Day Twenty of Advent Gin, the return of flavoured Bathtub Gin, this time Grapefruit and Rosemary.
First sip: Wow, a strong astringent juniper-gin, but almost simultaneous waves of grapefruit and rosemary-led botanicals, a remarkable attack on three fronts.
Subsequent sips: Now that my palate is reoriented, I sense the grapefruit peel as the real leader here, accompanied by the juniper and botanicals. Rosemary and other herbs follow with a gentle floral finish.
I’m impressed. Bathtub Gin have done a fine job here. Despite my preference for straight-up gin, the Grapefruit and Rosemary proves a worthy gin-plus-flavours drink. Now, I am partial to the gin and grapefruit combination, but hitherto I’ve always mixed it myself. Bathtub has made a blend that I’d be ready to choose and serve guests.

Out Of Synch Notice

I finally posted the sermons for Christmas Eve and Christmas Day. A few observations:

First, I was and remain uneasy about the way I use ‘darkness’ on Christmas Eve. On the whole, I avoid any usage that might elide or ‘naturalise’ an equation of darkness (and heaven help us, especially b/Blackness) with evil. I usually substitute notions such as ‘gloom’ or ‘obscurity’ with no particular loss of metaphorical effect. For this sermon, though, focused on night-time, and on its characteristic chill, heightening of loneliness, and so on, I just couldn’t wring other words to do the work that ‘darkness’ does. I think I avoided pointing the words toward any easy association between night-time and evil (especially since that would be an uncommon usage for me, not something hearers would have expected) — but I don’t think I’m immune to criticism on this point, and will sit still, penitently, for a scolding.

Second, I don’t think I stuck the ending (as you might say) of Christmas Eve. It just didn’t feel like a closing cadence. I may be too fussy about that, though.

Third, I think the Christmas Day sermon may have worked, mechanically, much better.

They’re here (I mean, there) for you to judge for yourselves, though.

Post Christmas

Got up promptly, ran my miles, though with a peculiar interruption. Margaret gently indicated that I ought to wear a headlight through the winter, so I’ve been using the headlight that came to us from clearing her mother’s house a couple of years ago. This morning I was adjusting it as I ran, and evidently I shifted the light from its secure position clipped to the headbands, and as I continued my run, the light-and-battery assemblage fell from my head and scattered in the street. I paused my timer (after several false starts, the ‘pause’ button being difficult to hit precisely), gathered all the loose bits, stuffed them into my pocket, and ran a few paces, then turned on the timer again. In the moment, I was sure — I am still pretty confident — that I didn’t make up all the time lost by stopping and trying to pause the timer, but I reasoned that it’s doing the thing that matters, not setting any world speed records, so I ran onward in the expectation that I had lost a half minute or more on my usual two-mile pace.
As it turns out, my time was perfectly average for the past few weeks, and I can attest that I was running harder than usual both before and after the headlight interruption. So there we are — it’s well possible that my time would have been even zippier if I hadn’t had to stop.
Rushed coffee and shower, went with Margaret to the eight o’clock at St Helen’s, then coffee, fruit, and toast with two of the gourmet butters that Margaret gave me for Christmas (one for each slice, not mixed; I’m not a savage!).
Yesterday afternoon I made significant progress on The Last Essay, really startling progress (to me); I’ll see what I can chisel away today, too, and will see about finally posting my Christmas sermons.

More Advent Gin

After major feasts that involve evening services, a certain set of Anglican clergy observe #ClergyMaltClub with photos and descriptions of their chosen whisky (teetotal colleagues, lay colleagues, really pretty much anyone welcome, though the organising principle reflects the satisfying relaxation of a dram of spirits that follows an exhausting run-up to demanding, often intricate, liturgical exercises). This year, my Clergy Malt Club entry modulated to Clergy Juniper Club for day 17 of Advent Gin: Procera Blue Dot Gin from Kenya, with all African-sourced botanicals. This is a severe gin, with a different tenor granted its geographically distinctive provenance.
The first sip leads firmly with juniper; really, every other contribution waits to reveal itself after the big train of the African juniper abates. And there are some pleasant follow-on notes: the pepper (I think), perhaps the cardamom, and after a while the orange peel emerges and makes itself felt. I’d recommend this gin to somebody who knows their British gins well enough, who likes gin for its own qualities (rather than flavoured-up) but who may appreciate the unfamiliar African botanicals that characterise Procera Blue Dot. It would make a fascinating entry in a blind tasting!

Then last night, Advent Gin (time is an illusion; gin time, doubly so) day 18 opened a dram of Gabriell Boudier Saffron Gin. By now, you know I’ll be suspicious of a gin that tries to attract attention by means of being something other than ‘gin’; but I promise to keep an open mind. The first sip returns a firm impression of gin, & as it lingers it opens a distinct sweetness, almost a faint hint of ginger. Second sip (with tonic) confirms: this is definitely, gently, like ‘ginger gin’, albeit with a gentle near-sweetness. Subsequent drinking adds a light spritz of floral notes. Now, I’m not a frequent consumer of saffron, so maybe I’m just supplying ‘ginger ale’ where a true connoisseur would recognise saffron flavour; but that’s what I observe, so it’s what I write.
Gabriel Boudier offers what I’d call a leftfield gin: not heavily flavoured, but not austere either. If I kept multiple gins on hand all the time, I’d put it on the shelf with the others, but most of the time I’d offer it to guests while I leaned back toward a proper gin. And other times, I’d join in for the novelty of the thing, a clever trick pulled off without fanfare.

Head Down, Free Time Is Work Time

I didn’t run this morning, but took a run-walk day to keep moving (dinnae even leave the house yesterday), coffee and fruit, then Morning Prayer, shower, coffee and toast (Margaret gave me several different butters for Christmas, with a view to learning what is my favourite, so I have to eat a lot of butter for the next few weeks; I don’t make the rules), and now settling in to work on The Last Essay. I might have done yesterday, but out of my determination to feel really free I opted to dabble in one activity after another instead of maximising my writing time toward finishing TLE. For instance, I got a notion to submit a proposal for a conference, but as I started doing initial metaphorical legwork toward the proposal, it faded and ebbed in my imagination; I may end up sending something in, eventually, but not till I finish TLE and then give some real thought to the proposal project. It would be fun, in several ways, but not till I finish TLE.

Happy Yesterday Christmas

Yesterday’s Christmas service went smoothly, I think. I am a little uncomfortable about both of my sermons from Christmas this year, which means it’s all the more important that I post them publicly so as not to cater to my own vanity and perfectionism. I’ll add them below the fold when I give them another pass for misspellings, extra words I forgot to edit out (those can be a real killer when you’re in mid-exposition and suddenly a word that you haven’t seen in days turns out not to have been edited out when you recomposed the sentence with which you’d been tinkering for twenty minutes).

We left church to the firm, repeated adjuration, ‘Coffee and alcohol! Coffee and alcohol!’ (we neglected the ‘coffee’ part, though I’d totally have poured myself a cup in a travel mug except that we were taking a taxi and I didn’t want to risk spoiling the driver’s seat covers).

Then we went to a dear friend’s house to spend the afternoon having a slow, continuous Christmas dinner and Christmas drinks. Jokes, in-jokes, job commentary, theological arguments, friendship banter, impressive children, and lovingly offered gifts filled the day, and Margaret and I returned home weary but not sleepy, nibbling and sipping, and ebbing from vivacious conversation to drowsy quiet to dozy silence. I slept more than eight hours, which I rarely can achieve. I’m doing nothing very productive today: a revelation.

Bless you all. Bless you all. (Sermons to come, will delete this part when they’re posted, but remember that today I fast from everything like ‘responsibility’, so I won’t, don’t feel pressurised to post ’em quickly.) (OK, I didn’t delete the above, but I’m adding this note to say, ‘Now posted below.’)
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So, What’s This Like?

I have no [non-emergency] clerical responsibilities for a few days, and it’s blowing my mind.

I remember when I was a full-time lecturer, how glorious end-of-term time was — even though I very often caught a cold the moment my academic responsibilities abated (as did my Dad before me). I remember church posts where I was exhausted after Holy Week and Easter, and indeed after Advent, carol services, and Christmas. But this year in particular the intricate pattern of varying ministries and tasks intersecting and conflicting, adding pressure and then just shifting it to the next event or duty, pressed particularly forcefully on me. Which is to say, to be honest, that I just wasn’t as good at planning and executing the foreseeable things (and was wrong-footed by the unforeseeable) as I ought to have been, as I have been in the past. Just another message saying, ‘This whole “retirement” thing might be for you, old man….’

Eve

Okay, had my morning run at a very good pace (especially since it’s been so long since I ran), had a hot breakfast sans eggs (which somewhat attenuates the idea of hot breakfast, but…), will go clean up and say Morning Prayer, stop off at the Cooperative to drop off some holly clippings, home to work on the Christmas sermon, wrap some gifts, maybe nap, dine, and then off to Midnight Mass to give thanks and share the Sacrament and to preach. Looks like a good, full day.

Advent Gin Sixteen

I’m not sure I’m ready for Advent Gin day 16, the St. George Botanivore Gin. It boasts 19 botanicals. I remember a few days ago when XII was proud of twelve.
All the nonsense aside, I wonder whether they’ll be able to keep so many variables in hand while producing a top-shelf gin.
First sips:a very full, thick taste — not astringent at all, but with a satisfying dense impact. I’m trying to tease out the notes, but the blending has successfully woven them together into a harmonious, earthy combination. The St George people compare it to a meadow in bloom, but it’s not floral. Neither is it woody; the juniper and, perhaps, anise (or coriander?) lead a low to medium pitch harmony. I think I’m detecting subtle orange peel and orange notes as it grows on my palate. Again, no angular astringency. I have earlier talked about flavoured or ‘soft’ gins as gin for people who don’t like gin; this, I’d say, is a well-grounded, full-bodied gin for people who think they have to opt for fancified or muted gins. Herbal but on the woody side, botanical without astringency, St George Botanivore is turning a grouchy old sceptic into an impressed admirer.

Eve Eve

This morning I took my two miles for the first time in days, but I run-walked it. I actually made it in a pretty good time compared to when I spend the whole time running. Coffee and fruit, then Morning Prayer, sermon writing at R&R, a mammoth shopping trip at Waitrose, then home to unpack, have lunch, work on the sermon again, then to Lewis Baker, T G Jones (the former W G Smith ?) and the Cooperative, then home again. A full, productive day. Tomorrow, sermon for Christmas, gift wrapping, and Midnight Mass.