As I Promised

Here’s a link to the University Sermon for Lady Day, on the occasion of the 700th anniversary of the Founding of Oriel College, offered by the Very Reverend Christopher Jamison OSB, Abbot President of the English Benedictine Congregation, at the University Church of St Mary the Virgin, Oxford —

Nuestra Señora Desatadora

‘May she continue to watch over the college founded in her honour;
May she continue to make it a place of good conversations;
May she become, in some sense, for the college “Our Lady of Good Conversations”.
Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners, now and at the hour of our death.’

[Margaret’s sermon, previous in the series, has now been posted.]

Next to Last Thursday of Hilary

I didn’t run — my foot still hurts where it was broken — but I did walk almost five miles, some of them with a cane to alleviate the stress on my foot. Morning Prayer, then in to the Oxford area to look at a house (we were very impressed with it; maybe it will fall to us).
Then hope to feed the ladies, walked to Fr Keith’s flat for a Home Communion, then back for an online Sodality Day meeting. Meanwhile some of my first-years submitted their last essays of the term ahead of our last tutorials tomorrow morning.
That was a full day.

Quick Start

Good night’s sleep, no run (but my foot feels all right so far today), will go to Morning Prayer, then R&R till Chapter Meeting, then home for the afternoon and back to the Parish Centre for the second Marriage Prep class.
[Update: no Chapter Meeting today — the Rector is at a diocesan training day.]

Rehabbing, Resting, Marking

I did not walk significantly more yesterday after I blogged, and I didn’t run this morning — giving my foot time to right itself. So far it hasn’t throbbed, so that’s good. I’m on my way to [retrieve my bus pass and Bod Card and] hold a tutorial, then lunch, then home to Abingdon to tend to the hairy ladies.

I decided not to exchange my M4 MacBook Air for one of the M5 versions; altogether too much faff and stress for scarcely-detectable differences. I felt a wave of relief the instant I cancelled the order. I should know, by now, to keep life simple. I’m no longer pushing any technological envelopes. I won’t be running any LLMs on my laptop. I’m not editing HDR films. Indeed, one of my aspirations for retirement involves learning to draw better (by hand), and perhaps to play a musical instrument. I’ll be fine; I hope you will, too.

Well, That Hurt

I wrote a catch-up post Saturday, and here I am again today doing the same. Yesterday I ran a good couple of miles (by my standards), had my coffees, fruit, toast, and hurried off to church. After the service, I gave the third of my talks on the liturgy, how it unfolds (practically) and how and what it signifies, to a surprisingly large group (who also stayed longer than I usually hold them because my LLM colleague Linda assisted me in walking them through the prayers, ceremonial, ‘ideology’, and mechanics of the central acts of the eucharist. It went beautifully, and we garnered some recruits interested in serving the Mass, an interest for which I’ve been praying for much of my stint here at St Helen’s (TBTG!).

On my way home from church, my right foot began aching. Now, I don’t think I’ve told this story online before — it happened before I started blogging, that long ago — but I broke my foot about thirty years ago, in Princeton, where I was teaching at the Theological Seminary (a wave to anyone from those days who reads this). How it happened: We had a massive snowfall, such that everything in the town was cancelled. We were still moderately recently moved back north from North Carolina and Florida, so the boys had never been sledding (‘sledging’). The snowstorm provided a fantastic opportunity, since the seminary sits on the brow of a good hill that bottoms out onto a golf course — nearly perfect for sleds/sledges, and a foot and a half of pure, fresh snow on the slope.

So I took our (plastic, alas) sleds/sledges and the two boys (about eleven and nine years, I estimate) to the top of the hill. At the top, I pointed out a few scattered trees toward the bottom of the slope, and a tiny stream running along between the hill and the fairway. ‘See these trees?’ The boys nodded. ‘If you find yourself headed toward the stream, or one of the trees, don’t be worried; just roll off the sledge, easy peasy, and you’re in nice, fluffy snow. No collision, just more fun in the snow.’ Boys nodded enthusiastically; enough of the lecture, old man, let’s start sledding/sledging. ‘Just let me show you how this all works. I’ll take one run down the hill, and you can take it from there.’

You may know the Chorus’s monologue from Jean Anouilh’s version of Antigone. It begins, ‘The spring is wound up tight. It will uncoil of itself.… The rest is automatic. You don’t need to lift a finger. The machine is in perfect order; it has been oiled ever since time began, and it runs without friction.’ From the way I’ve narrated events thus far, you can surely predict what will happen when the spring is released.

I settled myself into the sled/sledge, a bit small for me but adequate to get me down the hill to show my sons how it works. I pushed off, and began an exhilarating race down the hill, probably imagining myself in a bobsled or luge. As I picked up speed and got near the bottom of the slope, the sled/sledge began drifting toward a solitary tree in the hillside. As I was about to execute an elegant turn and roll, my right foot sent an urgent signal to my brain: ‘Don’t bother with that — I’ve got this, I’ll take charge!’ And as I sat on the sled/sledge paralysed for an instant, my right foot stretched out and took the full impact of my collision with the tree.

There’s not much else to the story. I made my way back up the hill and packed my foot in snow while the boys took turns going up and down the hill. After a while, probably a short while, the anxious boys escorted their limping father back home. As I stripped off my snow-caked outerwear and explained to a skeptical Margaret, I involuntarily curled up and experienced a brief interval of shock. She got me to our comfortable couch, stretched me out, and tried to induce me to go to A&E. I resisted; the roads were totally closed, by the time we got there everything would have settled down, you can’t do much for feet except stay off them when they’re broken, and so on. A few days later, the roads were cleared and I could have gotten to A&E, but by then it didn’t seem so urgent. We borrowed a pair of crutches, I stayed off the foot for a couple of weeks, gradually began walking, gently, again.

That’s the foot that started hurting yesterday after my run, after church. Later in the afternoon, my foot didn’t feel so bad, Margaret and I made our way in to Oxford for another celebration of the 700th anniversary of Oriel College’s founding, this time at the University Church. The choir was superb, as always, and the Very Revd Christopher Jamison OSB, Abbot President of the English Benedictine Congregation, offered a gently powerful sermon (it should be posted here eventually; I also posted it). I dropped my Bod card/bus pass outside the University Church, but a kind PG student picked it up and dropped it at Oriel’s Lodge, whence I’ll retrieve it tomorrow.

Today has been much less eventful. I didn’t run, for an obvious reason. I made my way to Morning Prayer and wandered around Abingdon for a while, till my foot began hurting. I have some odds and ends to take care of (including marking), and that should be that.

Two Days Catching

Yesterday was packed. I ran, not a good pace but a run. Finished up marking and reporting, cleaned up, checked for messages, went to Morning Prayer, hurried to Oxford, tutorials for the rest of the morning, lunch, another tute, hurried to Dr Christine Joynes’s talk at the New Testament Seminar, hurried to the bus stop, and home. My students are great, but four sessions is just not enough time in a term; I’m sure my Hebrew Bible colleague Rachel has done great work with them, and I’m building on her foundation, but four weeks (with a change of subject, subtle but real, between the two halves) is the blink of an eye.

Today we did very little except to rest and make a list of houses to examine. I walked in the morning rather than ran. The day passed. Pippa checked in from the last day of her art teachers’ conference and we chatted about comics and fountain pens. A much-needed, no stress day.

It Goes On Again

You may remember that last Friday my MacBook Air’s screen gave up the ghost — or, more precisely, generated ghostly lines and shapes where the screen’s images and interface ought to have been; so I somewhat reluctantly ordered a replacement. I’m not ordinarily reluctant about new computers, mind you, but just last autumn I’d had a catastrophic charging port failure that required replacing the whole internal assembly, which for some reason Apple did not beneficently offer me as a favour for decades of customer loyalty. Having put a not-inconsiderable sum into repairs just six months ago, I was nettled that one of the few parts that wasn’t new on the internals that were replaced was now failing. Ah, well, such is life, and I would after all have a snazzy new MBA* out of it.

So on Tuesday — four days after my purchase — Apple announced new MacBook Air models. They don’t constitute a revolutionary change over the generation I bought, but the timing (and especially the timing relative to having repaired a five- or six-year-old MBA* relatively recently) impels me to return my fresh MBA and order an instance of the new model. That model, however, won’t be available till Wednesday, so for the interim I’m forging ahead boldly with the current new unit.

Ran this morning at a good pace, got home and did some marking, coffee and fruit, shower, Morning Prayer, coffee and toast, more marking, and so on.


* ‘MBA’ neither in the sense of a Masters in Business Administration nor in the sense of ‘Margaret B. Adam’ (the current model of which, whom, I’m quite attached to) but MacBook Air.

Surprise Run

I woke up this morning at about 5:00, rolled out of bed and gradually loosened up for my morning run. It didn’t feel like anything special — I just pushed ahead, thought I was going at about yesterday’s pace, and suspected that I was (as usual) clueless about my actual pace. As it turns out, I was: my pace came in at the best result since early November. Go figure.

Hot breakfast, I’ll shower in a minute or two, then Morning Prayer, then home. Back to church for Chapter Meeting, then home till I go in for Marriage Preparation class, session one.

My Perfect Music Player Doesn’t Exist, Either

The other day, Kottke linked to a post by Jon Hicks (a fellow inhabitant of Oxfordshire) entitled ‘My Perfect Music Player Doesn’t Exist’. This was catnip to a music listener such as I, since I have fulminated before about desiderata and disappointments among music apps.


I almost always listen to iTunes on a semi-random shuffle, because I love so much music, and I want to hear unexpected things mingled with the cuts I know and cherish, so Shuffle is my favoured solution. I wish iTunes offered a better solution for weighted shuffle; my usual playlist involves an arcane combination of nested playlists that give extra prominence to women, to tracks I haven’t heard as recently, and to favourites of mine (since I do actually enjoy listening to my favourites). It would not be rocket science for a music player to offer this functionality — but since Apple will not let go of iTunes (presumably as a feeder to their music store), and alternatives don’t suit me for other reasons, there we are.…

I’m mightily exasperated, though, that Apple has eliminated iTunes DJ (formerly ‘Party Shuffle’) from the application.…

It’s no secret that pretty much everyone thinks Apple’s Ping feature in iTunes 10 would take significant improvement in order to qualify as a “disappointment”…

I upgraded to the latest version of iTunes recently, and have been flummoxed by the “Now Playing” cover display function…

Still, one switch that assigns one (undefined) weight to one variable is very far from a twenty-first century solution to the “weighted shuffle” problem.…


In short, I agree with Jon about everything he cites: Ethical company (always!), a very large cover image, happy to have magazine-like input on bands and releases I’m interested in, scrobbling simple and effective, some sort of functional rating system, sharing and streaming should cooperate, and (I, not Jon) insist on some form of weighted shuffle. If you build it, whoever you are, they will come to listen!

Seventh Week Already

Morning run went well, hitting my pre-injury, pre-wedding-holiday plateau squarely. Nothing to boast about, but I felt good. Coffee and fruit, shower, finishing a bit of marking, Morning Prayer, bus to Oxford for a tutorial and lunch, home for the afternoon.

Not Running

I did put in my miles this morning, but at a deliberately lazy pace. I actually came in three full minutes slower than my recent plateau, which I’d have thought would require a specific effort with special steps (like ‘one, two three, twirl’ or summat). But I was indeed trying to take my morning easier, so that was a desired result. Coffee and fruit, shower, Morning Prayer, and now at R&R for public office hours.

Last night’s Evensong at Oriel was lovely. The choir was as glorious as usual, and Margaret’s sermon went very well. I just checked the Oriel Chapel YouTube page, but it’s not there yet — I’ll try to remember to post the link to it when it’s uploaded. [Here it is! along with sundry extraneous sounds from the prayer desk.] Pleasant conversations, a delicious dinner, and a convenient (rapid) bus back to Abingdon for a good night’s sleep.

Big Sunday

Not for me, mind you, but for the other doctor in the house. Margaret has been invited to preach on Mary (specifically, the scene at the end of John’s Gospel where, from the cross, Jesus assigns Mary to the care of the Beloved Disciple) at Evensong at Oriel’s chapel. Then, of course, dinner at High Table. I will of course attend, and will fairly glow with pride.

But I began my day with a run, a good time if not quite as rapid as yesterday. Coffee, fruit, shower, coffee, toast, and off to church in a short while. I hope to get some marking done this afternoon before Evensong, to begin my week with a somewhat clean slate. I need to write a cover piece for this coming week’s church newsletter, which will probably involve some of the stuff I will have been saying about liturgy, practice, and meaning in the series of post-service short ‘Spiritual Snacks’ — but I can put that off till tomorrow, I think.

It Goes On

My morning run began somewhat woodenly, stiff from a day of not having run nor having walked as much as usual on a Friday. I gradually got looser, and then encountered comically direct, firm headwinds. When I got home, though, it turned out that I’d arrived in my second-best time of the year. You can never tell (or perhaps you can, but I can’t). Coffee, hot breakfast, Morning Prayer at home, some time reading John Darnielle’s This Year as I practise building up my focused reading muscles, shower, and here to blog.

Last night I did the necessary and processed The Last Essay through a manuscript submission system. The developers of these systems evidently hate authors, because the process entails such painfully non-academic-writing considerations, and the interface reminds me of the days when the very notion of a graphical user interface was a novelty. Near the end, I encountered a headachey problem that rose from the fact that I do not, and will not, use Microsoft Word (though I am content to export to and submit in Word .docx format). Apparently some editing processes just don’t register when done by LibreOffice, Pages, or Mellel, and the submission interface kept showing me text that had been deleted as strike-through-ed. At that point I decided just to forge ahead and send the final version to the editor themself. But that’s dome now.

The replacement computer is ordered and should arrive Monday. And I registered for this year’s Bannister Mile this morning, trusting that I won’t spend the day before and the day of bedridden (as I did last year, save for the time it took me to get to Oxford, run the mile, and get back to Abingdon). So it goes on and then it goes around again, it goes on again….

[Whoops! It turns out the MBA arrived today, not Monday. Now I’m struggling to figure out how to transfer data from old to new when the old unit’s screen is useless (remembering that Migration Assistant is incompatible with screen sharing to my iPad).]

So That Happened

I pulled up in my first tutorial this morning, retrieved my five plus-year–old MacBook Air, and opened Accordance (my biblical reference weapon of choice), only to see the screen display a series of pixel-wide lines along the left and bottom. I put it to sleep… and opened it again, and no joy. If anything, there might’ve been a few more lines. Restart? Same story. Shut down? Even more lines.
So, the screen, or the screen controller, has perished. New unit coming next week. Luckily, Apple devices can screen share in such a way that I can use my even older iPad as the screen of my laptop with only a little trouble. Till sometime Monday.

Mark Not Run

I had a little leftover marking for this morning, and an interrupted night of sleep, so running just didn’t happen. Marking did, so I’ll have everyone’s paper back. Coffee and fruit, Morning Prayer, off to Oxford for tutorials, home to Abingdon for the weekend (the NT Seminar concerns ‘getting a post-doc’, which is not a current item on my scholarly agenda). Whew!

Mark Mark Mark

Had a good run this morning — dry, milder weather really makes the whole experience less tiresome — then coffee, fruit, shower, Morning Prayer, then home to spend the day marking (and being distracted). Four essays came in, five must be returned tomorrow. (One came in at last week’s tute, so I return it not at the tute but at the next one.)

I forgot that I had yesterday’s midweek Eucharist at St Helen’s, so I gave a short-order homily; it turned out well, I think, but I was lucky cos the readings were about the Sign of Jonah, about which I wrote a student ewssay that I then developed into my first academic publication (first accepted, not first in print — so it goes).

Quick Slow Start

I decided to walk, rather than run, this morning — a steady walk with intermittent gentle jogging — then coffee and fruit, showered and dressed, and off to Morning Prayer. I’ll go on to Oxford for tutorial and lunch, then home for the afternoon.